i dont know why i am depressed really. i guess its just one of those nights. whenever i just sit around at night all alone i think about really worthless stuff. you know, the stuff that gets you sad
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because fading into the background isn't as good as advertised, if you ever even successfully acheived the notion that no one knew about you, your problems would still be there, staring you in the fucking face and nothing to do to deter your thoughts from dwelling on them.......at least at school when you can pretend to be happy and make everyone smile, you don't have to deal with the problems at the moment, but then again, that's all I do at school, but then again, look how I act about any problem?? Do I even register any emotion anymore other than falsified happiness and sometimes geniune laughs? Is that good? Why did I just start talking about myself
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if she keeps on giving you shit about it
I will punch her in the face if you want me to :)
just kidding.....
no really....
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