Well, the way my brain works... I try to make sense of it all... I try to encorporate everything I learn together... Like pieces of a gigantic jigsaw puzzle.
I think that when I got "sick" prior to the hospital, my brain is working over-time in thinking too much and trying to make sense of it all... Especially when I was on the meds. It sped up my thought speed and increased my paranoia, and then finally towards the end of January, I just went numb and couldn't think anymore. And that's why I went off them because the doctor and my mum thought I was doing good...
BUT, in reality, not being able to think made me more depressed, and I felt like I had no friends, and I had no motivation to do anything other than sleep or watch TV.
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I think that when I got "sick" prior to the hospital, my brain is working over-time in thinking too much and trying to make sense of it all... Especially when I was on the meds. It sped up my thought speed and increased my paranoia, and then finally towards the end of January, I just went numb and couldn't think anymore. And that's why I went off them because the doctor and my mum thought I was doing good...
BUT, in reality, not being able to think made me more depressed, and I felt like I had no friends, and I had no motivation to do anything other than sleep or watch TV.
~B
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I remember they were giving a lot of the other patients in the psych ward Lithium. Errr, not so fun...
~B
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