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scarlet_74_bo

sad

Jul 12, 2004 20:15

today trevor got home. he called me almost right when he did. i was really happy to hear from him. the conversation was a little dull..considering it was barely a conversation. he 'had to go' pretty quickly, i was kinda sad when he did. but he told me he'd call me back later ( Read more... )

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Its gonna be fine figureskater91 July 12 2004, 18:31:28 UTC

hey its ok i know guys can be a pain in the ass but i doubt ur gonna lose him call me asap and welltalk more 423-5450 kk love ya byes

Re: Its gonna be fine scarlet_74_bo July 13 2004, 07:39:02 UTC

thanx i needed someone to say something.

chocoholic17 July 12 2004, 19:19:58 UTC

i kno how that feels. o god, do i ever!

the sentence rite b4 u signed your name on the email: "i love you, and if you've ever doubted that then you shouldn't and shoudn't have." i kno (from experience, unfortunately) that if he REALLY loved u like he says he does, then he should NEVER doubt you. NEVER. and if he does, then he doesn't really love u, and he's not worth your time. and you kno what that means: letting go. and boy is it hard! but i think you know that if u ever need to talk about what a complete ...HOLE trevor is, then i am just a phone call away, and if u didn't kno that, well then you do now.

I still love you even if he doesnt realize what he's missing, and i am always here for u.
~cassie

scarlet_74_bo July 13 2004, 07:41:54 UTC

well no but he's not being a jackass or an asshole, he's just confusing me. because i don't really know what's going on and i don't know if i'm being an idiot or a bitch. well really i know that i'm being a bitch but that's because i'm in such a fragile mood. *sigh*

i agree figureskater91 July 13 2004, 07:06:52 UTC

now, im not totaly agreeing with the whole let go because maybe u should ask himw hats the heck is up

Re: i agree scarlet_74_bo July 13 2004, 07:45:17 UTC

yeah i'm not gonna jump too far to conclusions.

sigh, here comes the (almost) 19 year old to the rescue! mewsicfreak July 13 2004, 08:00:44 UTC

Lol. I don't think too highly of myself or anything ( ... )

Re: sigh, here comes the (almost) 19 year old to the rescue! scarlet_74_bo July 13 2004, 08:06:27 UTC

yeah we are going out.

anyways i agree w/ u and i'm gonna do somethin like that. i just gotta wait for him to call or something. it's usually him to call. USUALLY he calls every day. if he hasn't called at all and it's getting late then i'll call him. i hope he's not mad at me. ihope he doesn't think i hung up on him. DAMN PHONE!

Re: sigh, here comes the (almost) 19 year old to the rescue! mewsicfreak July 13 2004, 11:05:04 UTC

lemme know how things go :-p

Re: sigh, here comes the (almost) 19 year old to the rescue! scarlet_74_bo July 13 2004, 11:48:08 UTC

i'm just gonna post it on my 'anonymous303' thang as an entry instead of a reply so be prepared bc in about an hour it ought to b up there! :P

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wordpainter77 July 13 2004, 17:37:43 UTC

:( *lots of hugs and pokes*
You should definately try and see him soon and do something to strengthen your bond.

scarlet_74_bo July 14 2004, 07:12:58 UTC

i know. i wanna c him b4 i go to OC but i dunno if i can. alexis and i wanna go shopping w/ trevor and ruud but just when trevor got back from his trip, ruud went on one until like the 19th, then i leave on the 24th but on like the 21st or 22nd i'll b pmsing and wont' wanna do anything but if worse comes to worse, then those days will be the ones that we use. but when i get back from my trip, alexis is gone for another week, and THEN we'll have time but i mean u know that's a long time from now. so i dunno what's gonna happen about that...

wordpainter77 July 14 2004, 08:21:04 UTC

Ah. :(

*sad*

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