i hate myself! oh jeff i love him so much, i love every little hair on his head. yesterday i puked all day. today im hungry. satuday was the worst day of my stupid life. the only reason i should be alive is because of my mom and sister, and a couple of friends, and jeff. they make me feel so lucky. i wish i wasnt so stupid. i hate myself

im sho shad and shtupid. i hate myself. i love jeff so much. what the eff. im so mad. i hate pig's stupid girlfriend.

i intervieved at a daycare today. they asked me questions ansd then they stuck me in a room wit a couple of 12-18 month olds. it was the most awesome, cutest thing ever. if i get that job, ill be so happy. its so good that this will be my first real job (if i get it) because so many people work at places they hate, and i will look forward to ( Read more... )

im all alone. errones at the beach.. it kicks ass! im playing and downloading so many blink 182 songs, and noone is here to disturb me!

partys by yourself can be fun. i had so much time today. did i look for a job? did i try to fix my room in any way?

sh! who couldnt like this group woot woot

also, i miss no doubt.

10 years ago: i was nince

5 years ago: i was 12<3 ( Read more... )

jeff wont wake up. i had fun this past weekend. i wish jeff would wake up. des is here. its cool.

i need school

im so proud of jeff.. he and his friend had their eagle scout court of honor today. what a nice accomplishment. i admire him a lot. ii ADORE him. hes so special! i painted some of my room. pink walls and yellow trim.. but.. i need more pink paint. its not done yet and i got some on the floor cuz im a sloppy ass girl.

hahahha scarletbobaginas

im so excited for some chroniicles of narnia movves.. i wanna get all the bookas and read them again like i did in 4th grade.

i have to go to the hospital for a drug test soon
tylers here!!!

jeffs at work.

i wanna chill with kim. havent really hung out with her in a while, i mean she was here on my birthday but THATS NOT ENOUGH.

my kittens are getting too big, sadie needs a home

my cat lola had four kittens. one died early. the other three cheddar (chestar), sadie and leila. cheddar was given away and the two girls are still here ( Read more... )