it's not over yet!

[scarletfields]

Second-guessing myself like a motherfucker. I thought I knew what I wanted to do. I still want to do it. But I really don't know that I'll be any good at it. Honestly I never imagined myself as really a full-on member of the working class. I never saw myself and thought "I'll probably end up working in an office or restaurant or clothing store". It

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[quickjam]

I am crap at writing but, mistaken as being creative. Ha ha, I am not creative AT ALL! There's no bone in my body that has a good sense of imagination and skills to provide me that ability. I used to doodle a lot, drew a bit of art but.. they're all copies. I love~ to copy things and when I do something original, I've usually done it because it just popped into my mind for no reason. Totally meaningless crap. =P I didn't like it 'cause people expected me to be creative all the time, or were like, "I thought you were creative". Grrr

My artwork was interpreted as being pretty messed up or dark essentially, even if it didn't contain negative things within it. Funny~ I thought it was cheerful. And also as being too undisciplined and scatty (seen as a good or a bad thing depending on who you are). It later often became crowded, I call them.. crowded images (where all the things in it are basically packed in together tightly on the page). Like Mr. Sebor, who I used as my artist for an art project much to the dislike of my art teachers, ha

[wendies]

I LOVE THAT SHIRT. ♥♥

[mobculture]

Nice moustache!

Also, I know how you feel, that first paragraph sounds a lot like me (want to write but just can't). I have a 12 page lyrics & poetry portfolio to complete by the end of April too, holy shit.