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[scarletmuse]

Yesterday has been one of the worst days of my life, but thank God it's over now. Nitty gritty, I won't graduate in Marh because my mentor told me explicidly (sp?) I am not gonna make it, with finals and the tehsis to write, and she didn't feel like taking the responsiblity of it

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[princess_jay]

Oh honey, I'm so sorry. I know you were so looking forward to graduating in March, you must be so bummed. But at least there are bright sides to it, and you can recognise them, and hey, if you need to vent, you know where to find me! *hugs*

Oh, and I got your present in the mail, THANK YOU!!!!! You know what's funny? I was looking at the top, and I was like 'hmm, it's not my usual style, I'm not sure about this one...' but then as soon as I put it on I was like 'holy shit!!! This is the best top ever!!!!' And then I wore it out bowling and everyone was like 'hey, that shirt looks so cool on you' and I'm like 'hell YEAH!!!'

LOL So let that be a lesson to me, to always trust your fashion advice!! haha Take care and I will send you a mail very soon, and we will continue to rant and vent! *hugs*

[scarletmuse]

You know what, that top wasn't my style either! I just saw it in the shop and thought: 'hey, that one will look fabulous on Jess!' I'm glad you received it eventually, I was afraid it'd get there so late that it would have been already too cold for you to wear it! Bless our inverted seasons, lol!

And thanks for your kind words, really. 'Bummed' resumes pretty well how I was feeling, definitely. And I am gonna say just the same to you: feel free to rant with me, since I know it's not the easiest period of your life, either.

*hugssss*

[stains_of_blue]

Hey.

I have read your other entry, but I wasn't sure if I should say something and then at a loss for what to say. I would be miserable too so I have not many words of comfort. Maybe what my mother tells me a lot lately: We do things at our pace and at our own ability and it is not fruitful to never be content with what we achieve bt always look for what we haven't yet.
You will graduate and if it means a few months more than that's what it takes, and you will be all the more proud once its done.

Feel hugged,

Laila

[scarletmuse]

Thank you, baby! First of, don't ever fear reply to crazy entries. I just break down once in a while, I guess it's inevitable since I'm always so collected. I'm the first to judge them exaggerated when the storm's over, but you guys' words of comfort are always welcome and are incredibly appreciated.

Thank you for your words... your mom is right, although she raised such a wonderful daughter that I don't think you are going to need such a precious advice. (it's a compliment, although awkward, lol!)

[stains_of_blue]

oh yeah? Well let me tell you I get these panic attacks a lot. I dunno being almost 22 and in my first year at uni sounds like someone pretty lost to me. Not sure that fits my description but I don't exactly like it. Or when I don't really manage to keep up with the diet I want to and keep loosing weight, I am so disgusted with myself sometimes. We all have that!
*huuugs*

[scarletmuse]

I know how you're feeling. The first year is hard to adjust to. But when you'll find the way to get used to it, it will be great, and you'll grow up much faster than before... or at least climb the last step into adulthood, taht is not different from the countless ones you got so far, but makes the difference.

You're one brave girl for keeping up with your diet, I never managed to hold on to one. Don't feel disgusted by yourself, and don't let this thing become a burden, since it's for yourself you're doing it.

See? I'm so wise when it comes to other people! :)

Btw, I LOVE your icon. ;)