i love cornell.

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it's thunderstorming and dark and gorgeous out.
which means it's spring in ithaca which is worth celebrating.

i'm looking forward to coming home this weekend.

<3

i love this place at night.
i like walking back from bio lab across the dark gorges and seeing them all shadowy, highlighted with what little snow there is.

http://www.pandora.com/

i'm in love with it.
and you should be too.

but everyone else has probably been using it for 8 gazillion years.
but i'm still newly in love with it, now, in my behind-ness.

<3

something is so off inside me.
like, healthwise.
i'm not sure if i'm just burnt out (from...doing nothing all break?) or if my body is craving a routine or what.

but i am slow and sluggish and i can't focus and i sleep like its my job.
and it needs to stop because i don't enjoy it.

i stopped biting my nails.
for the millionth time.
nevertheless, i have stopped biting them at least for now.

<3

i liked 2005.
i'm excited that it's 2006.
and winter break is fun.

<3

merry christmas.
amd happy hannukah.

the holidays make me think about family.
and my future family.
and the families i've made for myself.

<3

i am so off balance and awkward in every aspect of my life right now, academically, in like all my relationships with other people, and health-wise.
i feel like i've been turned inside out and upside down.

but.
that's not neccessarily so bad in some ways.