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Hmm, I have been thinking, although it was kind of random. After the whole situation, you and I both totally know it's never going to be the same. I don't hate her and I never did, it's just really awkward. And I can't help the feeling of jealousy [but more the feeling of being left out] when I hear about all the fun you have with [not only] her and everyone else. Plus, I still have this feeling I'm being replaced, although I'm fully aware it's not true. It's just weird, and it's how I felt about a certain someone else after another awkward situation. I know nothing has happened and there's nothing between you, and I'm not suspicious or anything, I'm just feeling weird and awkward.
I don't really know why I thought of this now. Actually, I do, and I just don't want to say why online. Hmm.
I'm going to go read now.
xx