Inspired while driving home late last night I wrote some poems...

When I look at you
I see an empty vessel
Something elegant and bright
yet the inside is hollow-
unless someone fills it;
but that is usually temporary.
So strong and valuable,
and incredibly breakable...
Others may be in awe at your beauty-
but all I see is nothing...
an empty

Times are changing and I think that is all for the best. Sometimes you need something to happen that is negative to make you realize just how much you have. I am glad that things are the way they are. I would not ask for anything else.

Went to Famly Values Tour on Saturday.....and met the Deftones!
I HUGGED CHINO AND SHOOK ALL THEIR HANDS!!!!!!!!! *Sigh* We also got a reservation on their new CD out in OCtober, and a signed Lithograph that was limited edition. Did I mention that I HUGGED CHINO! He is cuter in person! *Sigh again*

An ice cold glass of white zin with lunch is fabulous. Makes me want to melt away into nothingness and dream my day away...sigh...I wish I had at least a whole day to do nothing but sleep and dream.......but then life would be thriving around without me! TO want want want...yet be satisfied with what I have. Oh well, back to my wine...

Is fucking pissing me off! That is all...Wait, I am adding to it now...it is infuriating me with a huge amount of hatred.

Happiness is mine and I like it. It is fun to be tragic and drown in a pool of sorrows, but now is not the time for that. =)

This weekend I am going to either get three tattoos or one tattoo and a piercing. Pictures to follow. Aaron is getting a tattoo of me! Well, a cartoon character of me. How sweet! I should be extra nice to him. LOL.

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I would agree.

I am 38% Asshole/Bitch.

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Are lame. Why does everyone get Monday AND Tuesday off? Today is not a holiday. I am just bitching. Like always. Boo. I want to do something fun tomorrow. OH well. Just me and the kiddies.