My weekend was pretty boring. All I did was basically hang out with Katie. I went to Six Flags yesterday. We had a lot of fun. But besides that..... nothing. I'm getting my tongue pierced on friday. I'm really excited. I can't believe my parents are letting me. Oh well. Choir concert on Thursday. I'm excited.

nothing special. went to work, then went to katie's to watch movies. blah blah blah. My life is so boring.

Did anyone see Degrassi tonight?Well we did.I know what your thinking...Degrassi is a poorly acted canadian show for junior high kids.WELL YOUR WRONG! Sure the actors are shitty and not very attractive...and the scripts may be poorly written but its good quality tv.EXP. The talent show episode. Yeah yeah it is a friday night but you know what they ( Read more... )

What do you call friendship? Someone to talk to? Someone to confide in? Someone to fight with? Someone to love? What is love? I have had too many distortions of both of these two, to even try to define them. All I know is that I have neither of them. All my friends are gone. It's been years sinse I've really loved someone. I'm left with nothing but ( Read more... )

SO today was nothing special. Went to school, came home. Same old shit. On friday I had the most f-ed up night ever. I went to Katie's party and got really high. Then some shit happened and me and renee had to leave to go find Nikki, cuz she just got up and started walking home. Renee was really upset and tried to jump out of my car when i was ( Read more... )

So tonight I have a football game to go to. It's going to suck really bad because I have a brown recluse bite on my leg. It's like huge and nasty and all bruised. It really sucks. Anyway, it was my birthday on wednesday, and I'm all 17 now. Yay me. The funny thing is that I never really saw myself making it to 17. I always felt like I was gonna die ( Read more... )

Tonight was pretty cool. I went to the volleyball game and then i went bowling. It was really fun. In the middle of those two I hung out at Katie's house. I love that girl. So there's plenty of reasons to hang out with her. SO i don't know. Tomorrow I have a band competition and I have to work. So it's going to be really sucky, but what can ya do?

I'm going through this time in my life where I'm always going no where. I try to fix my life, I try to be happy, but I just can't. I think that I just can't let go some things. I find myself holding on to things that have been over for so long. My biggest fear is being alone, and no matter how many people I'm around I feel alone inside. I'm always ( Read more... )

Man the first day of school I realized that I really need to quit smoking. I was in choir and I could barely hold any notes. It's very sad. So I decided to really quit this time. Singing is more important to me than anything else.

I learned how to change the oil in my car today. How exciting. heh. Anyway, it's my brother's birthday today, and I haven't been able to get a hold of him. I miss him a lot sometimes. Oh well. He'll call me back. School starts on Monday. Oh mna, there are just some poeple that I'm not willing to see everyday. Like Jessica, Jen, John. Oh man. ( Read more... )