Where can I find a decent person who won't keep sending me into some emotional mindfuck?

Jesus, I hate me.

To clarify on my last post, I just feel like I repeat the same 3-5 years over and over again with my life. Always waiting for something, starting something, ending something. May not be the same exact things happening, but I cycle through the feelings all the same.

Gah. It really is time to focus on me and mine.

I feel like history is repeating itself again.

It's a hard realization to come to when you realize you have nothing more to give and offer your friends that they don't even know you exist anymore.

I don't know which way is up anymore.

dun dun dun...I think I'm ready to go back to school...as a biology major.

exciting!

Five year work anniversary yesterday. Got a $125 watch out of it.

Kylee's birthday today. I love her.

There have been a lot of things on my mind lately ( Read more... )

I hate not having a FT job. Not to mention that I need to go to the doctor but I can't. Its pretty tarded.

On a brighter note, I'm getting my hair cut today. I'm stoked.

Waiting for free Grand Slam breakfast is probably the dumbest thing I've ever done. My friends better realize that I love the shit out of them.

On a brighter note, my tax return should be coming in...SLR, here I come!