Bloody Technology!!

[scarred_tigger]

Tried to download the client for LJ Talk & the fucking thing said there was a problem with it. Damn Damn Damn!!!!! Never mind, I guess I'll just have to give my closest friends here in LJ Land(the majority of the lovely peeps on my friends list) my MSN Messenger addy. All in good time.

It's not been too bad being at dad's I guess, it could be much

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[tainted_paradox]

I actually really enjoyed Elect The Dead.
Something about his voice, very unique.. I like.

[scarred_tigger]

S.O.A.D are really good so I figured Elect The Dead would be just as amazing & I was proved right. Yeah, I agree with you about his voice, it's strangely very hypnotic & soothing, even when he's shouting.

I hope you're ok?

[tainted_paradox]

I'm fine...ish.
I added you because I also have "mental" problems, borderline personality... But, the seasons actually effect mine. ^-^;
Spring is usually good for me, summer bad, fall, good, winter is a really mix season. The only bad thing is, if I do have a switch during the usually good seasons its really bad. @-@;;

[tainted_paradox]

Oh~ and since you have msn, you can add me ^-^;
[MSN] black_cage_empty_song@Hotmail.co.jp
[Yahoo] crownsxlace
[aim] Kimi no myaku

[ex_dysfunct]

I know what you mean about parents just not understanding. I've actually been doing quite well with similar things apart from a brief episode on thursday night, but when it happened my mother just kind of stood there. I'm glad your dad does try to understand :) My mum just kind of bleats at me to tell my therapist.

I hope things are well (apart from missing Sara).

[scarred_tigger]

Sorry it's taken so long to reply sweetie,please forgive me? Things have gone downhill so rapidly you wouldn't believe. I cut this morning, the community mental health team don't want to know & i have a bottle of whiskey & a seriously bad idea, I'm sure you know exactly what I mean? I just do not care anymore. Everyone else has given up on me, so why shouldn't I give up on myself? X

[ex_dysfunct]

Of course, don't worry about it *hugs* I'm sorry things are bad, I've been in similar situations and it's so awful. You may have cut but please don't try and feel too bad about it, the important thing is that you really tried not to, right? I know it's been a couple of hours so hopefully you feel differently, but just please don't do anything. I care and I know a lot of people within the borderline communinity do. I won't give up on you. Yeah, I'm just some random person and it probably sounds silly but whatever. I just hope you haven't done anything and that things get (even a little) better. I know my words may not mean much to you but I...just want to make some kind of difference I guess? It's hard to put it into words but basically, I care. And you can contact me any time if you need to. *big hugs* x