I'm half a woman
With half a heart
And half a mind when we're apart
But when you're here with me
I'm complete

My heart had been so uninspired,
Love left alot to be desired
But when you're here with me
I'm complete

You're the half that makes me whole
The missing piece, my second soul
You're love fills all my needs
Baby when I'm with you
Can't you see

You catch ( Read more... )

So for those of you that care...although I know now it's not many....I deleted my myspace account. Sooo if you wanna keep in touch with me, I guess you're gonna have to do it here. Or call me I suppose. I'm not going to be very active in the online communities for a while. There comes a time when you can only handle so much of what life gives you. ( Read more... )

I want to go to sleep without crying.
I want to listen to a sad song without it reminding me of my life.
I want to be glad to wake up in the morning.
I want to have something to look forward to.
I want to have friends I can truly depend on.
I want someone to be there for me.
I want him to tell me he loves me.
I need him to tell me he loves me.
I ( Read more... )

I don't want any part of this anymore.
I wish it would all just end.

He's leaving. And it's for real now. All this time, Dustin leaving for the army seemed so...intangible, so far off. But he got a call today and he's being sworn in on Monday. ((sigh)) Things between us have been so...weird lately. Him being all confused about everything, and wanting his space. And it SUCKS. I hate not knowing what he's thinking or ( Read more... )

NOTHING is going right...nothing. I've never really felt like this before but...it's as if in a matter of 1 week, I've lost pretty much everything that is important to me. The things I used to look forward to in life seem frivolous now ( Read more... )

Your Love Style is Agape
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I feel the winter come
His icy sinews
Now in the fire light
The case continues

Another night in court
The same old trial
The same old questions asked
The same denial

The shadows closely run
Like jury members
I look for answers in
The fire's embers

Why was I missing then
That whole December
I give my usual line:
I don't remember

Another winter comes ( Read more... )

((sigh)) Well I haven't updated in a while cuz I've been crazy busy and stressed. These last couple weeks have been partly fun, and partly really crappy. The moving has been tough. I'm doing it kind of one thing at a time. But I'm getting tired of driving back and forth with no air conditioning. Ugh. But next Saturday I'm moving out for good, and I ( Read more... )

I never knew
I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a cue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears

Everyone knows I'm in
Over ( Read more... )