i was so ready to pour my heart out here tonight about the lameness of life.
this eljay's my home.
but then i actually had to stop myself from typing...

delete LJ?
thinking about it.

i don't feel safe here anymore.
not at all like before.

i was looking for something among my old notebooks and i found a picture...

i just don't want you to ever forget how important you are to me.
were.
are.
whatever.

you'll always be important to me.

i wish you knew that.

i stood outside in my veranda watching the rain violently graze my skin.
i imagined the water rising from the steep hills of our street to the garage of our house to my feet a floor above.
and i could see it enveloping me slowly.

rain scares me now.
and it suits a day like this.
i wish it didn't have to.

i'm sorry.

screw it okay?
i deserve this.

i'm seriously thinking of shaving my long hair ( Read more... )

thank you.

i see you around.
i won't lie and say it doesn't hurt.

i feel so forgotten, still.
like nothing made a difference.

eljay reminds me of high school.
i love eljay.

am i the only who wants us to be friends?

thetreehugger.tumblr.com

hello dear friends!

i started this tumblr that talks about the environment.
it’ll mostly focus on the small and big things that you can do to save the earth. :)

i promise i won’t be spamming your dashboard with lots of useless stuff.
probably just a once a week update thing. :)
hope you take the time to check it out and follow ( Read more... )