if you can't help writing these things maybe you should write them and make them private. i don't know your motivations behind writing but this seems like emotional blackmail or a last dig effort when other forms of communication (phone, aim, email) have broken down. it is hard not to get in that habit. i myself have resorted to it. this seems no win no win. when you talk to her she says she wants space when you don't talk to her she acts like you are ignoring you. step back from your feelings and ask yourself what is really going on. TRY to be objective and see if this is the relationship you want (putting aside that this is the person you want it with) are there more bads than good? be honest.
It totally blows my mind how you could say you love this girl when it seems like all she does is cause you heartbreak. Love isn't supposed to feel like that, Eric. Don't you find it discouraging that she doesn't return your calls. How could you keep putting so much of yourself into making this "relationship" work.. when you're obviously getting no where? You keep pouring your heart out to her and it seems you're left in the dark with no idea how she's feeling. I swear if I ever meet this girl I'LL spill her fucking guts.
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