ive came to grips and accepted. i believe i get a high off of my own sadness and tears that dwell inside. i dont cry for attention, not the least bit. the only thing i can come up with thats some what reasonable is... im my own drug. i think i truly like to watch myself suffer. it sucks knowning this but its what i believe. i set myself up for it ( Read more... )

diediediediediedeathdeathdiediedeathdiedeathdiedeathdeathdiedie.

maybe i need to burn my feelings and rip open my vocabulary .

HEY YOU
FUCK YOU
HATE ME YET?
ill try harder next time

leave me alone.

i was once alive.
but now i am dead to you.

i was once alive.
but now i am dead to you.

i was once alive.
but now i am dead to you.

i was once alive.
but now i am dead to you.

i was once alive.
but now i am dead to you.

i was once alive.
but now i am dead to you.

i was once alive.
but now i am dead to you.

i was once alive.
but now i am dead to you.

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im just SOOO sick and tired, of saying im sick and tired of being sick and tired...

i dont know what else to say.

oh yeah i hope you have a good july 4th

please tell me why, we lie.......someone? anyone?
i wont never wrap my head around it. NEVERRR!

the smallest fucking things.....

they kill me. they really do...

is the truth too much?

the angels play in the shit
we claim the truth

*sigh*

we honor the fake..

not because of anyone.. just me

but if i would die tonight... i would die embarassed, ashamed of what i am.

im not gonna lie. 

my broken fingers are itching my ruined heart. find me.. fix the pieces, and tell me you dont need your gun to steal [time]. tell me you dont need bullets to heal [faith], or your mouth around the barrel to crawl [away ( Read more... )

take off your head and let me in.

im sorry for being sorry ( Read more... )

to ME its everything ive fuckin known, to this point. and it could be the ending as i know it. your sick, ive been sick all along. my mouth of mistakes talks for me. i was just trying to let it out. who else do i got? a one person that runs....come on now. maybe im realizing this isnt anymore, what i thought iwas all along and maybe it died when it ( Read more... )