i may have found a job. Doing Data entry at me mums work on fridays. not sure what the pay is but it will be double digits which is good. maybe then i can begin paying back everything i owe people and start saving up for sydney. not sure how long it will last tho. kinda sucks. ah well. still its pretty sweet. all i have to do is type shit an a ( Read more... )

i found out today that i am a prick! And i dont mean someone said "Hey Brendan! guess what? your an A-Hole". i mean i am a fuckwit of the worst proportions. I dont really wanna explain but anyone who is interested should get in contact with Emma, collagen_rock for those not in the know.

Dont you just hate it when you lash out at undeserving people? got into a huge argument with me da a while back and to cut a long story short things were said, angering things. and when i checked my e-mail later that night i discovered a comment on an entry i did while Horribly depressed by a certain someone whom i shall X. anyway X basically told ( Read more... )

I went to Belles 18th last night. twas pretty cool. Is it ironic that the best and worst things about being there were that Isobelle was there? i dunno i dont think it is. but every time i see that girl i want to either do anything i can just to see her smile or yell as loud as i can and run into incoming traffic ( Read more... )

i think everyone had a 'special place'. a place that the thought of going to makes you want to drown in sheer joy. mine is sydney, i dont know why. maybe one day ill go somewhere that will make sydney look like a hole in the ground, but until then sydneys it. maybe its because the first 5 years of my life were spent in sydney and those first years ( Read more... )

Dads been riding my ass(figurativly...yeah thats it) to get a job. its like the second i start getting free time all to myself where i can just relax and recharge he will just start nagging and nagging in his patented arseholish way. now don't get me wrong i would like a job but i CANNOT STAND being nagged! whenever people start nagging i just do ( Read more... )

its 11:03 and and i'm really scared about tomorow. its the assesment for my basic drawing and experimental drawing classes and as the title may have told you i'm a tad nervous. not that i should be of course. i mean its only my future, and to a far greater extent my continued existance as i will at least TRY to kill myself if i fail in a horrible ( Read more... )