jazz baby

[scathacha]

> > ( jazz )

ford essentially told me that my aesthetic was too strange. dated facial structure, skin too pale, hair too strangely coloured (and cut), eyebrows too thin ("let them grow in!" bah, i like pencil-thin harlow style ones, thank you)..... i was not found to be otherwise deformed, and they liked "my energy and personality," so i was

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[sbroomer]

Ford Models don't know what they're talking about. Well, that's not true, they probably "know what they're talking about", but I don't see it. Frankly, I think your eyebrows and haircut/colour look awesome - and not in the "wow, you look awesome!!!" kind of way, but I mean, honestly fascinating. And this "dated facial structure/skin too pale" sounds like total horseshit to me - you photograph very well, it's an appealing look, and I'm sure you could have a career in modelling or film very easily.

[scathacha]

aw, thank you sir. i'm fascinating! :D i agreed with her points, but thought it was dumb that that's why they didn't want me.

[mordal31]

You look great. You've always looked great. You've been looking great ever since I knew you. Myah. Idiot employers and their being able to decide how you must look and their puffed-up terms to make them sound smart.

And HA. Your brother's taller than you now.
Waitaminute.
That means he's taller than me too.
Aw, snap.

Kail "Onii-san" Morias

[scathacha]

she told me to definitely go see some other places. you know, to see if they want to market my 20s reject ways. >,>
say, when you getting back, man?

[mordal31]

Ach. We's not back until the end of July, Onee-chan. u_u Poopiehead. And we's didn't be able to find kewl Angel Sanctuary stuff for yous.

We's miss yah! =^+^=;;

Kiiyue "Voice" Hinitmaei

[mordal31]

Well, we -did- manage to find models of Evagalion's Rei in rather...compromising...positions. Anatomically correct, too. =3 I almost got one, but Kiiyue chose -that- momment to kick me in the brain.

Oh, and my cousins were tagging along and I was too busy keeping them away from the penis-shaped toys. >_>

Kail "Extended Family Guy" Morias

[shey]

alex, you look incredible. and i <3 your hair like this sooo much.

i find it weird that ford would be so negative. very weird.

[scathacha]

thanks, sheybebe. i did agree with what she was saying.... but... what she was saying was irrelevant. it was like "hmm, i don't like your eyeshadow colour. NEXT."

[xozonrocksx]

u are so cool. you can be a modeling i think.!!!!!!!!

[sugaloo]

You're so beautiful...these stupid fashion people with their rules...can't you try some alternative modeling or something?
i guess, just keep trying

[scathacha]

the whole point of makeup and hairdye is that it changes the way you look, right? so the model always looks like how the photographer or art director wants her to look. and the things she was referencing about my body, they were all so ephemeral! things that could change so easily... it does limit you if your physical attributes are too static, like you're too cute looking or something, but.......... i dunno, she didn't say i had chubby baby cheeks or something. she was just talking about my hair and skin colour. so shortsighted. :\\

hell, you can change the entire mood just with different lighting. i think i'll go to some more places when my hair is blonde again.

[sugaloo]

Yeah, i get it