im sorry i havent updated, or commented in a really long time. im not even sure if i can since im going to be kicked off of this computer soo. but i prmoise tommorrow you will not be able to get enough. i will type out all of the juicy facts of what is in fact going on. all though i will try and spice it up as much as possible it isnt that ( Read more... )

feel sick to my stomach, and dreaming last night didnt help a thing. why do i let the memories concume me as if they were still there? its what i do. i feel like i cant do anything else except to let the memories consume me ( Read more... )

ok so i found out what my sister is having ( Read more... )

so i went home and changed my pants. hahaha i sat in gumk what a fucking idiot i was. anyways. i also took medicine my headache is pounding to the point wher i literally think that my head will explode. and that sucks. so thats all for right now ( Read more... )

wow yesterday was insane. escpecaiily when in the morning i was given a pass to go see her. the lady from the hallways. it was nice to talk i love to talk its just i dont know if when i talk it is all being understood to the deepness that i see it, he is not bad. he was good. he is still good. yes maybe timing was completely wrong but we both had a ( Read more... )

im in chemistry. oday is going ok, im a little sleepy. and i was told i had a "good heart" what the hell is that supposed to me? i dont believe i do. but apparently she does.

i was stopped in the hallway. aparently its noticeable to the ones who look for it. i didnt know people were looking for it. that kind of makes things more depressing to know that just by walking down the hall people can tell. im trying to hide it not show it. what were the signs? was it the look in my eyes? was it the way i walked? waved my hand? ( Read more... )

yesterday i got my glasses. they are much better and i really like them. then i tookd the children to the park they had a good time, then i came home and gave them a bath, then i watched tv, took a shower climbed into bed and psased out. thats all ...

-when the world keeps spinning round, my world's upside down ( Read more... )

ok once again this morning i had detention. it sucks. im glad he let me leave early so i could check my LJ. my nose is stuffy and i think im getting sick- again. and that just sucks. hopefully i will be getting my glasses tonighte i need them badly, yesterday they were closed. sighs. last night went okay nothing bad or really good happened. i drank ( Read more... )