"Mourning War regrets to announce the departure of our bassist, Kelsey Duncan. She left on good terms and we thank her for all of her efforts and contributions to the music and the band. Kelsey will always remain a friend, and we'd like to wish her the best of luck in her future endeavors ( Read more... )

So, my life is boring and uneventful...those words pretty much mean the same thing ( Read more... )

Jonny should be out of jail in 7 to 10 days, his lawyer says. I guess there technically aren't any promises, but that's what we're all shooting for, apparently. 7 to 10 days I can do. I think...as previously stated though, I'm really impatient. I've lasted almost two weeks already, I should be able to get through another one ( Read more... )

If only I can make it through the next week and a half, the rewards will be worth it. My own place, money from my parents for going back to school, birthday soon, a cushy job doing nothing making a lot. Its just, I'm as impatient as they come, and I'm going to be miserable a bitch a lot for the next week or so ( Read more... )

My life is just lame and pathetic now. I'm miserable yet again, despite all my efforts to cheer myself up. I know that things will look up eventually, but it seems that once something starts to, something else happens that just pulls me right back down ( Read more... )

Its sad how much I write in this now...so very sad ( Read more... )

So, I was searching around the Hillsborough County Sheriff's Office website, trying to figure out if I could access the Public Records online because I wanted to find Jonny's police report, but instead, I found all these interesting links that the Sheriff's Office has so graciously supplied that have detailed descriptions of all the different kinds ( Read more... )

Its time to stop feeling sorry for myself. Its time I wake up and realize that life is going to go on around me whether I'm depressed or not. Its time I spent some time on me, because lord knows I need it.

I want to go back to school. I need to, have to go back to school. For the sake of all things holy and intelligent, I need more education, ( Read more... )

Its amazing how much can go wrong in 72 short, yet painfully long, hours. Your whole world can fall apart. You feel yourself falling backwards, but there's no one there to catch you. I know I'm losing my balance ( Read more... )

Sitting in Cas's room, watching Cas and Jonny sleep, wondering why I'm awake ( Read more... )