careless, desperate, willing to be used ( Read more... )

well i woke up early this morning ten o'clock baby...YEAH! lol well i haven't done much i feel like hell.. but im starting to feel better.. yesterday i got the new death cab for cutie cd... i saw brad at the cd story.. that was nice, i guess? If you haven't heard im part of ashlieghs butt now.. thats how much i mean to her lol i might got ot the ( Read more... )

Sooo anyway... i woke up at two today.. guess cuz i didn't go to bed till three in the morning... oh well so anyway... i went to dinner with my mom and sister today that was kinda fun... i bought the new death cab for cutie cd.. well not the new one but the latest its pretty darn good... lol well tonigth i think im going to go to dominiques and ( Read more... )

HAha so last night steve, megan,chris, nicole, and me hung out at my house!! it was too much fun! lol well i went to volleyball today it kinda sucked i don't really like it to much anymore.. but oh well i just think everyone should listen to my frie4nd steve fiore's music its really really good! haha well mom went to the store shes buying me some ( Read more... )

hmmm... i slept soo good last night lol.. it was fantastic but i did have another one of those weird dreams lol gosh it was creepy! So jd and ryan are goin to come out to the beach house when dad gets it on th efourth of july week its out on washout so if you wanna go just let me know.. it should be no problem!! hehe wow im in love with Steve ( Read more... )

well... i slept till one thirty today!! haha it was to nice... i've made this cd that i just absolutely love.. it has some of the best songs on it...Nathaniel is being a complete ass to me but i guess thats how he is i could care less i mean i thought i was moody!! well i never noticed how angry nathaniel was wow he sucks ass... i don't like him ( Read more... )

WOW.....today is a wonderful day i got up and cleaned my room..yes it is all clean now...i think i might do something with dominique today! maybe not.... Jeff came over last night that was fun!!! lol i made a cd for me and one for him i like it he probably won't but oh well... yep i haven't seen ashby in ages.... hmmm i heard steve fiore play last ( Read more... )

soooo.. i had a dream last night i was running with kayla for vball training and elliot was watching us as i turned to look at him i fall down and bust my ass he laughed.. that was my dream why is ellito in my dreams.. i had a dream he started smoking too! it was too weird but oh well... i talked to jeff last night that was fun hes in beaufort ( Read more... )

WEll i had the weirdest dreams last nigth lol they were so creepy lol.... I went to a baseball game last night, while i was there i realized i really don't like baseball! lol But anyway so i met this kid last night.. steve hes pretty cool hes got his own band or whatever and he can sing pretty well so i thoguht that was cool plus he is on a first ( Read more... )

life is crazy,, and it just hit me... all i want is elliot back damn it i fucked it up... i was happy but i kept tellign myself i wasn't even though i was i don't care if he has orangey blonde hair now or wares those bright yellow pants i was crazy about him and now i don't know i lost part of myself with him and i don't know if ill ever be able to ( Read more... )