title : polysaccharine
wordcount: 440
rating: G
summary: There are no perfect little girls--at least, not in the sallow bone-grey world she knows.
Sugar, spice and everything nice.
That’s what perfect little girls are made of.
There are no perfect little girls-at least, not in the sallow bone-grey world she knows.
There is Larxene, all pointed malice and sickly-sweet charm, who hides a wildcat’s unbridled ferocity beneath the thin veneer of her saccharine-sharp smile. Oh, she is perfect enough on the outside, with her electric-blue eyes wide with a child’s probing curiosity - but her inside is scarcely different: her heart is cold with the same child’s amoral cruelty. She is made of shards of glass and ice and all that is cold and sharp-so brittle, so fragile, but so very dangerous after being tempered.
There is the spun sugar-frail witch-empress she sees in her dreams, the one who is made of broken promises and lying eyes; the one who exiles her prince to the tangled snarl of oblivion. She is the little broken-winged nightingale-girl trapped in her birdcage, singing only at the whim of the treacherous vizier. There’s too much sadness in her eyes, too many burdens on those narrow shoulders-she is perfectly imperfect, in the way a bruised apple shows its wounds only on the inside.
But there is the girl she glimpses every time she visits the sun-drowned world of perpetual twilight-the cinnamon-haired girl with the giddy summery-sweet peals of laughter which sound loud and clear in Xion’s ears as she sits atop the silent clocktower and reaches for the honey-stained skies which lie so far out of her reach. The lightheartedness of her existence is miles away - no, worlds away from Xion’s own world of spiritless masks and empty aspirations. There is no way the peppermint-eyed girl is the same, no way at all.
There is another girl, a beach-princess who infuses into the swirl of sugar and spice a little something of her own; it tastes of longing and loss, of a fiery determination as bright as her fire-red locks. She adds to their bittersweet potpourri a trace of regret, a dash of uncertainty, a pinch of childish optimism. She is different, so very different from the pretty little time bombs Xion knows, the very same pretty little time bombs all set to self-destruct once the world decides to cast them away.
Sometimes, Xion can almost feel what they want to convey as each take their turn to stir the pot within which all their hopes and dreams bubble. But sometimes, she wonders.
What of her? What is she made of?
That is easy to answer.
Stolen memories, fragmented dreams and the blood of a thousand worlds.
That’s what imperfect little puppets are made of.
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