A Couple of My Songs...
Here are a couple of songs that I have written....let me know what you guys think honestly...
“Confession”
In hopes of a better tomorrow
I put away all of my thoughts
All the thoughts of sorrow
And any thoughts of pain
If I want to get through it all
I have to sacrifice my phobia
And never trip, and never fall
I hate you
You say you love me
You only love when things go your way
I love you
You say you hate me
‘Cause things didn’t go your way
Was it something I said?
Was it something I left unsaid?
I show signs of happiness
And you tear me down, I confess
I show signs of depression
And you do nothing…
This is my confession
I don’t know if I can stand it
All the empty thoughts of you
Being happy, degrading into a fit
I did nothing, but stand up to you
You fear me, and everything I can be
And everything that needs to be said,
I can’t say, for so much fear, and agony
You love me
I say I love you
My love stands untested
You hate me
I say I still love you
Even if our love can never be rested
Was it something I said?
Was it something I left unsaid?
I show signs of happiness
And you tear me down, I confess
I show signs of depression
And you do nothing…
This is my confession
Why do I keep it all inside?
Why can’t I release these thoughts?
Why?
Why must I take it all in stride?
I have for so long fought
Now I know why I am sick of it all…
Was it something I said?
Was it something I left unsaid?
I show signs of happiness
And you tear me down, I confess
I show signs of depression
And you do nothing…
This is my confession
At the end of the line, remains nothing
Nothing except a hollow shell
Of what I used to be
And tormented by Hell
Remains myself,
And what I am forced to be
“Touch”
Leading me on like some kind of toy
Thinking nothing will hurt him, he’s just a boy
My head full of thoughts of admiration
Wanting to cry out of desperation
You don’t care, and you never will
You sit back, laugh and get your fill
But now it all comes crashing down…
My insecurities preventing it all
Your answer could lead me into a downfall
Ending it all would be an easy way out
But I can’t do it, I’m too afraid, so I shout
Your name, my feelings, everything poured out…
Memories of you and me when we were just friends
All of that needs to eventually come to an end
It has to go one way or another
I can’t let it all go to me, I have to smother
All these ideas, of what we could eventually be
It won’t happen, we can’t hang out just you and me
And now, it will never become something…
My insecurities preventing it all
Your answer could lead me into a downfall
Ending it all would be an easy way out
But I can’t do it, I’m too afraid, so I shout
Your name, my feelings, everything poured out…
I wonder why you push away
When you want someone to feel this way
For you, but you resist so much
And you choose to leave it as such
I’m done with this whole ordeal
I’ll move onto someone else, who may understand the way I feel
“Escape”
Over and over again
You say that you had loved me
But no more, only hate is to remain
There is nothing left here to see
I am just a hollow shell
Faded memories of the good
Strong recollections of the hell
You put me through so much
And now…now it all comes back…
Crazy thoughts enter my mind
Can I ever put everything behind?
Such hate building inside of me
Such hate, you’ll never see
The time is drawing near,
The time for me to look in the mirror
And realize that I need an escape
An escape from you, and all the hate
so much agony you brought with you
and it always remained, no matter how
hard I had tried, so much good went too
I can never gain it back, so much is gone now
Right away, I need to get away
And everything is at the fault of myself
So much clouded fear, and thoughts full of grey
You put me through so much
And now… now it all comes back
Crazy thoughts enter my mind
Can I ever put everything behind?
Such hate building inside of me
Such hate, you’ll never see
The time is drawing near,
The time for me to look in the mirror
And realize that I need an escape
An escape from you, and all the hate
So much hate
So much agony
So much fear
And no resolve
So much hate
So much agony
So much fear
Will I ever escape?
Crazy thoughts enter my mind
Can I ever put everything behind?
Such hate building inside of me
Such hate, you’ll never see
The time is drawing near
The time for me to look in the mirror
And realize that I need an escape
An escape from you, and all the hate
So much hate clouding my fears
And all that’s left is a broken mirror…
Let me know what you guys think honestly...
“Confession”
In hopes of a better tomorrow
I put away all of my thoughts
All the thoughts of sorrow
And any thoughts of pain
If I want to get through it all
I have to sacrifice my phobia
And never trip, and never fall
I hate you
You say you love me
You only love when things go your way
I love you
You say you hate me
‘Cause things didn’t go your way
Was it something I said?
Was it something I left unsaid?
I show signs of happiness
And you tear me down, I confess
I show signs of depression
And you do nothing…
This is my confession
I don’t know if I can stand it
All the empty thoughts of you
Being happy, degrading into a fit
I did nothing, but stand up to you
You fear me, and everything I can be
And everything that needs to be said,
I can’t say, for so much fear, and agony
You love me
I say I love you
My love stands untested
You hate me
I say I still love you
Even if our love can never be rested
Was it something I said?
Was it something I left unsaid?
I show signs of happiness
And you tear me down, I confess
I show signs of depression
And you do nothing…
This is my confession
Why do I keep it all inside?
Why can’t I release these thoughts?
Why?
Why must I take it all in stride?
I have for so long fought
Now I know why I am sick of it all…
Was it something I said?
Was it something I left unsaid?
I show signs of happiness
And you tear me down, I confess
I show signs of depression
And you do nothing…
This is my confession
At the end of the line, remains nothing
Nothing except a hollow shell
Of what I used to be
And tormented by Hell
Remains myself,
And what I am forced to be
“Touch”
Leading me on like some kind of toy
Thinking nothing will hurt him, he’s just a boy
My head full of thoughts of admiration
Wanting to cry out of desperation
You don’t care, and you never will
You sit back, laugh and get your fill
But now it all comes crashing down…
My insecurities preventing it all
Your answer could lead me into a downfall
Ending it all would be an easy way out
But I can’t do it, I’m too afraid, so I shout
Your name, my feelings, everything poured out…
Memories of you and me when we were just friends
All of that needs to eventually come to an end
It has to go one way or another
I can’t let it all go to me, I have to smother
All these ideas, of what we could eventually be
It won’t happen, we can’t hang out just you and me
And now, it will never become something…
My insecurities preventing it all
Your answer could lead me into a downfall
Ending it all would be an easy way out
But I can’t do it, I’m too afraid, so I shout
Your name, my feelings, everything poured out…
I wonder why you push away
When you want someone to feel this way
For you, but you resist so much
And you choose to leave it as such
I’m done with this whole ordeal
I’ll move onto someone else, who may understand the way I feel
“Escape”
Over and over again
You say that you had loved me
But no more, only hate is to remain
There is nothing left here to see
I am just a hollow shell
Faded memories of the good
Strong recollections of the hell
You put me through so much
And now…now it all comes back…
Crazy thoughts enter my mind
Can I ever put everything behind?
Such hate building inside of me
Such hate, you’ll never see
The time is drawing near,
The time for me to look in the mirror
And realize that I need an escape
An escape from you, and all the hate
so much agony you brought with you
and it always remained, no matter how
hard I had tried, so much good went too
I can never gain it back, so much is gone now
Right away, I need to get away
And everything is at the fault of myself
So much clouded fear, and thoughts full of grey
You put me through so much
And now… now it all comes back
Crazy thoughts enter my mind
Can I ever put everything behind?
Such hate building inside of me
Such hate, you’ll never see
The time is drawing near,
The time for me to look in the mirror
And realize that I need an escape
An escape from you, and all the hate
So much hate
So much agony
So much fear
And no resolve
So much hate
So much agony
So much fear
Will I ever escape?
Crazy thoughts enter my mind
Can I ever put everything behind?
Such hate building inside of me
Such hate, you’ll never see
The time is drawing near
The time for me to look in the mirror
And realize that I need an escape
An escape from you, and all the hate
So much hate clouding my fears
And all that’s left is a broken mirror…
Let me know what you guys think honestly...