so last night brian got home from work at like 6, then aj called us and asked us if we wanted to go to the Crystal Palace in Bakersfield because they were having a Nashville Star thing there and AJ girlfriends, friend was in it. So Brian decided that we should go. So we got there and it was so cool, the stage was crazy and the place was amazing. I ( Read more... )

im sittin in my bungalo chillin drinkin some ice tea, and eating my chips doing absolutely nothing!!! anyways im in cali for the week hanging out with the boyfriend and its great!! today i got up at noon and cleaned the house, then i did all of brians laundry, which wasnt bad...it only took me like 2 hours, so it wasnt too bad. i think i am going ( Read more... )

You can no longer walk into a room and feel happy in my house. THe stress' of life here are hectic and in a rage...the family seems to be watching and waiting for me to just mess up and come running back home...well i hate to do this, but im not. You can make yourself do something that you know is only going to bring you misery and unhappiness. ( Read more... )

well i just made my brackets for the NCAA finals...yes thats right, basketball folks, good clean american hand ball...anyways just wanted to say im feeling a lot better about my life. i got my PMS and i am feeling much better. brian is gettin me something special for my birthday and he asked what kind of jewels i like...rings, neck, arm stuff...you ( Read more... )

i have this feeling of emptiness and i am not sure of why it is here. brian came home last night, so i am thrilled that he is back in the states and almost home to me. i get to see him in 13 days and its been a long time to wait. i hate waiting...maybe this next time will be that last straw for me, i need to be near him, able to see him, hear him ( Read more... )

So today is the new beginning of a beautiful life and start...I just realized that I have closed an old chapter in my life and began a new one...I decided today would be the day that I disposed of pictures, letters, shot glasses, dream catchers, post cards, and even memories and burned them. I watched as each picture and memorie went up in flames ( Read more... )

So this is a little story of my life last night...i decide that im going to go to wenatchee and hang with the kids at ZACHS house...so i go, get really drunk due to the excessive drinking of Vokda...then because Shana and I are so intoxicated...by lets see 8:30 PM I cant figure out what the heck to do, but I want TACO BELL...So I hit the road with ( Read more... )

So today is the day that I should have been flying to MEXICO with my boyfriend for a week, but due to the fact that I just took about 5 days off to go see him...I couldn't pull the switch off on my boss to go. So he will be going to Mexico for a WHOLE DAMN week without me...and Im not sure how I feel about that...as in...he gets to be drunk the ( Read more... )

Well I would like to shout out to LAURA...BECAUSE I FICKING CAN ( Read more... )

so basically it just hit me...im pretty sure that i am inlove with Brian Nutter. I have this feeling that hes the one...yeah so Im 19, but I really dont give a shat...I think Im inlove...that scares me because I dont know what the hell to do about it. im pretty sure i am moving down here to be with Brian, my life is just beginning to start all over ( Read more... )