the other side of town

[schaufemweg]

on the set of a vampire film, drenched in the blood of ancestors and not thirsty. stuck between zipper and tooth in the crotch of gods - and someone's expecting rain

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[matushka_pra]

and who cry on the other side of town? your soul? heart?

[schaufemweg]

perhaps all the parts of me that are buried beneath my surface skin, the true faces either too shy, scared, or damaged to show themselves - a tremendous chorus of muted voices trying hopelessly to make themselves heard. do you have days like this too? when you can hardly hear yourself speak for all the bedlam of selves ringing in your eardrums?

[matushka_pra]

I think... yeah, I have some days, when I'm in low spirits because of "my alter ego". but it's not the same completely.

I try in this situation to stay alone with myself in silence for a while. Sometimes it's helpful. but occasionally I need something else...

To reach an understanding myself is too difficult.

[nachfolge]

brad - I hope your outlook one life has been uplifted since this last post! Which I was glad to see!
I hope you are well, friend, and would be delighted to read any of your thoughts further on lj.
Best - Sara