And now, the moment you've all been waiting for...

And it met my every desire.

And there's still more to come.

I may never return, not after this, this is the best I've seen yet. Yeah, he's good, I like him. This feels natural, even the fear is comfortable because I'm a conquering bitch about my growth now. I am laughing out loud with pleasure

Regret and guilt bangs my head against this school-provided desk. He was a nine or ten on the TJ scale. At least I can eat some cheese with my roomie and remember what it felt like to be wanted uncontrollably.

26

I act like I'm 26.
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I feel justified.

And just when I didn't think it could get much worse ( Read more... )

I bid them all farewell. Into their lovers arms do I release them with a salty kiss goodbye. Do call, dearest, I will dreadfully look forward to your return. My heart aches with longing and sweet memories make it all the more stabbing. To love and be loved, the most blessed pleasure. Out brief candle, as I raise my chin once more. I would not mind ( Read more... )

Last night I dreampt that I was sleeping late at night in the waterbed with my mom. We apparently lived in California, an hour from Pasadena and I was trying to convince her to detour a trip we were taking to go see Dylan; she did not want to. Finally she yelled at me and that's when we realized someone was in the house. A man was taking down ( Read more... )

Should I talk about how great Dylan is even more than I have been? Probably not...
Other things to be excited about:
Haircut extraviganza in twelve hours.
Three more days until classes are done.
Acutane saved my life.
I'm going to call and see Barbara.
Juli, everything about her.
I have no crushes at all right now.
Wearing lipstick and size 10

Isn't this special. She is sitting six feet from me, less than one foot from my mother's husband. Terribly awkward. I may vomit all the food she made for him yesterday. She is a threat, a woman knows.

And now the week from hell has officially come to a close. In thirty four hours I will be in sunny southern California hanging out with Dylan. As of now I am recouping from a near death scare, a violent scare, an almost scare, and an oh-my-God-it's-true scare. In more peripheral issues was a dethroning of the Third and an accidental merging of the ( Read more... )

She was the sexiest woman I've ever seen. Her eye color looked like pools of paint, a rich jade, deep aqua marine turquoise tinted peach exploding from their core. Her skin was a dazzling natural shade of smooth unwrinkled bronze that was the result of her Greek/Turkish/French heritage. Her teeth were seriously like big beautiful pearls, as though ( Read more... )