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I AM: flying fishwoman.
I WANT: absolute freedom within natural laws.
I HAVE: everything I need, can't complain.
I WISH: I would know what I want.
I HATE: those who oppress those I love.
I MISS: the desert, even though I was only there for a week.
I FEAR: inner death and resignation. apathy.
I HEAR: as much as possible.
I SEARCH: for other humans.
I WONDER: if the rest of the country is so thickly populated with clones and zombies as is Columbus.
I REGRET: hurting people close to me. though, if that hadn't happened, I wouldn't have learned from it... sooo... should I regret? fuck learning. hurting people sucks.
I ACHE: in my kidneys and throughout my back from lack of yoga.
I ALWAYS: lose motivation, become lazy, then disgust myself into getting off my ass.
I AM NOT: stagnant.
I DANCE: when there's good music.
I SING: along with other music, and pick out the harmonies. i love singing, just not how i sound.
I CRY: when i feel nothing.
I WRITE: well, when i put enough energy into it. writing makes me too sad.
I WIN: at music. more specifically, i have near-perfect pitch and can tune any stringed instrument, biatch.
I LOSE: at conviction. i couldn't even order a drink last night. i just picked what my mom ordered.
I CONFUSE: my instincts by thinking too much.
I NEED: clean air, water, food, shelter, to know that my children or nieces and nephews will have good lives, to feel passion.
I SHOULD: keep my will alive.
[YES OR NO]
You keep a diary: of a sorts, yes.
You have a secret journal: no.
You set your watch a few minutes ahead: only because i like leaving my house "late", only to see that i have five minutes to go when i get there. im a nerd.
You bite your fingernails: just my left hand, for fiddle.
You believe in love: yes. I believe that love, as well as hate (real hate - the kind that is very closely linked to love, not this "i hate towelheads" bullshit), are what make us human, what prevent us from becoming clones.
[DO YOU]
Take a shower everyday: no. bad for my skin.
Have a(any) crush(es): no one but my good lovin man.
Want to get married: never by the state. that is a curse.
Have any tattoos/where?: (in order of appearance) cougar on my left shoulder, portrait of valles marinaris on mars on the inside of my right forearm, moth on my sternum, nine-pointed star and bindrunes on my lower back. i want lots more.
Piercings/where?: three holes in each earlobe which i'm stretching to 6 gauges, 10 gauge medusa (center upper lip).
Get motion sickness: no.
Think you're a health freak: i know some things are generally bad for the human body in excess (like bacon, white sugar, and tapwater) but i take care of myself well enough.
Get along with your parents: i love my parents.
[WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK OF?]
Ryan: me and echo made hangover breakfast at the adams st. house and shared it with him.
Rob: very intelligent drunk fellow redhead.
Drew: barrymore is hot when she's not acting or talking like a twelve year old.
Heather: rhymes with feather.
Will: barbry ellen.
Eve: was weak. hail Lilith.
John: my dad's first name.
Alex: mack. anybody remember that show?
Ricky: rat. a cartoon my brother drew a long time ago about a mobster rodent.
[FAVORITE]
NUMBER: 9
COLOR: right now i'm into red.
DAY: sometime in october, 2012.
MONTH: June. I love summer. sleeping under the stars.
SONG: right now it's a lena willemark tune (traditional swedish music) that i'm learning how to play.
FOOD: bloody steak, cornmeal, all fruit.
SEASON: hard to pick. the beginning of each season is always exciting.
SPORT: to watch, ultimate fighting. to participate in, tree climbing, but sometimes i get stuck - like a cat.
DRINK: amaretto and soymilk, and irish carbombs.
VEGGIE: broccoli
FRUIT: strawberries
FAST FOOD: seven layer burrito
[IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU]
CRIED? no.
HELPED SOMEONE? i opened a water bottle for this lady who couldn't figure out how.
BOUGHT SOMETHING? jeff and i bought breakfast for eric and sara.
GOTTEN SICK? sick of the system, sick of patriarchy, sick of tv, yeah.
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no.
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? if going to jeff's parent's counts.
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? yes.
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? no.
TALKED TO AN EX? in the last few days.
MISSED AN EX? i miss everyone at some point.
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? this one.
TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON? i passed out next to him.
MISSED SOMEONE? yes.
HUGGED SOMEONE? yes.
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? no.
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? jeff and i ticklefought over the computer.
[WOULD YOU EVER]
1. Eat a bug? yes.
2. Bungee jump? yes.
3. Hang glide? yes.
4. Kill someone? yes, if i had to.
5. Have sex with someone you don't love? yes. ick. scabies. made my sheets stink something horrible.
7. Parachute from a plane? why not?
8. Walk on hot coals? yes, if it wasn't just a party trick.
9. Go out with someone for their looks? eh, probably not just looks.
10. For their reputation? not just reputation.
11. Be a vegetarian? i was for six years, but i really like being able to eat anything and enjoy it. i even like pickles and almonds now.
12. Wear plaid with stripes? i heart eyesores.
13. IM a stranger? when i was fifteen.
14. Sing karaoke? with enough tequila.
15. GO crazy? i like who i am now, so no.
16. Shoplift? never from a small business.
17. Run a red light? if no one was around.
18. Dye your hair blue? blue would look really bad on me.
19. Be on Survivor? only if i was guaranteed a pile of cash.
20. Wear makeup in public? yes.
21. NOT wear makeup in public? every day. makeup makes me look like someone else. i don't like it.
22. Make someone cry? i have.
23. Kick a baby? if it was a zombie baby.
24. Date someone more than ten years older than you? i have and it was very very gross. but that had more to do with who it was, not how old.
25. Stay up all through the night? if i can stay awake, i love dawn.
I WANT: absolute freedom within natural laws.
I HAVE: everything I need, can't complain.
I WISH: I would know what I want.
I HATE: those who oppress those I love.
I MISS: the desert, even though I was only there for a week.
I FEAR: inner death and resignation. apathy.
I HEAR: as much as possible.
I SEARCH: for other humans.
I WONDER: if the rest of the country is so thickly populated with clones and zombies as is Columbus.
I REGRET: hurting people close to me. though, if that hadn't happened, I wouldn't have learned from it... sooo... should I regret? fuck learning. hurting people sucks.
I ACHE: in my kidneys and throughout my back from lack of yoga.
I ALWAYS: lose motivation, become lazy, then disgust myself into getting off my ass.
I AM NOT: stagnant.
I DANCE: when there's good music.
I SING: along with other music, and pick out the harmonies. i love singing, just not how i sound.
I CRY: when i feel nothing.
I WRITE: well, when i put enough energy into it. writing makes me too sad.
I WIN: at music. more specifically, i have near-perfect pitch and can tune any stringed instrument, biatch.
I LOSE: at conviction. i couldn't even order a drink last night. i just picked what my mom ordered.
I CONFUSE: my instincts by thinking too much.
I NEED: clean air, water, food, shelter, to know that my children or nieces and nephews will have good lives, to feel passion.
I SHOULD: keep my will alive.
[YES OR NO]
You keep a diary: of a sorts, yes.
You have a secret journal: no.
You set your watch a few minutes ahead: only because i like leaving my house "late", only to see that i have five minutes to go when i get there. im a nerd.
You bite your fingernails: just my left hand, for fiddle.
You believe in love: yes. I believe that love, as well as hate (real hate - the kind that is very closely linked to love, not this "i hate towelheads" bullshit), are what make us human, what prevent us from becoming clones.
[DO YOU]
Take a shower everyday: no. bad for my skin.
Have a(any) crush(es): no one but my good lovin man.
Want to get married: never by the state. that is a curse.
Have any tattoos/where?: (in order of appearance) cougar on my left shoulder, portrait of valles marinaris on mars on the inside of my right forearm, moth on my sternum, nine-pointed star and bindrunes on my lower back. i want lots more.
Piercings/where?: three holes in each earlobe which i'm stretching to 6 gauges, 10 gauge medusa (center upper lip).
Get motion sickness: no.
Think you're a health freak: i know some things are generally bad for the human body in excess (like bacon, white sugar, and tapwater) but i take care of myself well enough.
Get along with your parents: i love my parents.
[WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK OF?]
Ryan: me and echo made hangover breakfast at the adams st. house and shared it with him.
Rob: very intelligent drunk fellow redhead.
Drew: barrymore is hot when she's not acting or talking like a twelve year old.
Heather: rhymes with feather.
Will: barbry ellen.
Eve: was weak. hail Lilith.
John: my dad's first name.
Alex: mack. anybody remember that show?
Ricky: rat. a cartoon my brother drew a long time ago about a mobster rodent.
[FAVORITE]
NUMBER: 9
COLOR: right now i'm into red.
DAY: sometime in october, 2012.
MONTH: June. I love summer. sleeping under the stars.
SONG: right now it's a lena willemark tune (traditional swedish music) that i'm learning how to play.
FOOD: bloody steak, cornmeal, all fruit.
SEASON: hard to pick. the beginning of each season is always exciting.
SPORT: to watch, ultimate fighting. to participate in, tree climbing, but sometimes i get stuck - like a cat.
DRINK: amaretto and soymilk, and irish carbombs.
VEGGIE: broccoli
FRUIT: strawberries
FAST FOOD: seven layer burrito
[IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU]
CRIED? no.
HELPED SOMEONE? i opened a water bottle for this lady who couldn't figure out how.
BOUGHT SOMETHING? jeff and i bought breakfast for eric and sara.
GOTTEN SICK? sick of the system, sick of patriarchy, sick of tv, yeah.
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no.
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? if going to jeff's parent's counts.
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? yes.
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? no.
TALKED TO AN EX? in the last few days.
MISSED AN EX? i miss everyone at some point.
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? this one.
TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON? i passed out next to him.
MISSED SOMEONE? yes.
HUGGED SOMEONE? yes.
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? no.
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? jeff and i ticklefought over the computer.
[WOULD YOU EVER]
1. Eat a bug? yes.
2. Bungee jump? yes.
3. Hang glide? yes.
4. Kill someone? yes, if i had to.
5. Have sex with someone you don't love? yes. ick. scabies. made my sheets stink something horrible.
7. Parachute from a plane? why not?
8. Walk on hot coals? yes, if it wasn't just a party trick.
9. Go out with someone for their looks? eh, probably not just looks.
10. For their reputation? not just reputation.
11. Be a vegetarian? i was for six years, but i really like being able to eat anything and enjoy it. i even like pickles and almonds now.
12. Wear plaid with stripes? i heart eyesores.
13. IM a stranger? when i was fifteen.
14. Sing karaoke? with enough tequila.
15. GO crazy? i like who i am now, so no.
16. Shoplift? never from a small business.
17. Run a red light? if no one was around.
18. Dye your hair blue? blue would look really bad on me.
19. Be on Survivor? only if i was guaranteed a pile of cash.
20. Wear makeup in public? yes.
21. NOT wear makeup in public? every day. makeup makes me look like someone else. i don't like it.
22. Make someone cry? i have.
23. Kick a baby? if it was a zombie baby.
24. Date someone more than ten years older than you? i have and it was very very gross. but that had more to do with who it was, not how old.
25. Stay up all through the night? if i can stay awake, i love dawn.