One Step Closer To The Edge...And I'm About To BREAK!

[schizologic]

The Nursing Home just called...

Upon going to wake Mom up this morning, they found her unresponsive. They're sending her to the hospital as we speak...

I'm numb.

I can't breathe, but I'm numb.

God, Jesus, Buddah, Elvis...WHOEVER IS UP THERE LISTENING TO ME...

HAVE SOME FUCKING MERCY ON THIS FAMILY, WILL YA?!?!?!?When the FUCK does it end

Comments

[raynedanser]

Oh God honey. Hang in there. You have my phone number, right? Do you want me to call you?

*cuddles*

[schizologic]

A call would be awesome right now, Den...

I need someone...Anyone...

I'm losing it.

[raynedanser]

Be right there hon. *cuddles*

[schizologic]

*whimpers*

I love you, Den...

*lays head on desk and waits for phone to ring*

[swgrrl]

Hang in there lady. Your mom is in my prayers

[schizologic]

Thank you, Sawah...Prayers are all we can do right now...

[complimentary]

I hope she's all right my dear. Stay strong *hugs*

[schizologic]

Thank you, Max...but staying strong is not proving to be as simple as it sounds at the moment...It's taking everything I have not to break into a million pieces.

I need to be strong for Mom...I need to be strong for Dad...Hell, I even need to be strong for my little brother, who cried for the first time in front of me today at the hospital...But for the love of GOD, Max...Who's going to be strong for ME?