Comments | schizologic: Like A Phoenix From The Ashes...

schizologic

Like A Phoenix From The Ashes...

Mar 11, 2005 19:32

Mom had a stroke en-route to the hospital this morning ( Read more... )

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don't claim that 'new' bitterness just yet... complimentary March 12 2005, 05:46:19 UTC

Trust me I know it's not simple. I know you're scared, angry and pissed the hell off. My Dad had a stroke too, the only difference is I didn't get there in time. By the time I got there he was gone, just like that. I had to look at him lifeless on a stretcher. My own father was just a lump of a man by the time I got there ( ... )

Re: don't claim that 'new' bitterness just yet... schizologic March 12 2005, 05:49:50 UTC

Maxi...I didn't mean to come off bitchy in my response to your comment...You know that I love you dearly.

I'm just SO...well, you said it yourself...I'm pissed the hell off! I'm scared that I'll never get to tell her I love her and know that she HEARD me...And I'm even more scared that she'll never say it back again.

Right now, those are the only words I want to hear..."I love you." Not from my friends, not from my Dad...From my Mommy...

I want my Mommy...*cries*

raynedanser March 12 2005, 13:16:24 UTC

*huggles sweetie*

There isn't much more I can do for you, unfortunately, and it bugs me like hell that we're on opposite coasts. This whole situation sucks and it's going to take time, no matter what happens, before it anything feels better. Let yourself feel these emotions. God knows you deserve to.

Just remember you DO have friends that love you. Hang in there. *cuddles more*