Lester bought me a Diana clone for my birthday, and I have yet to touch it. I haven't picked up a camera since the art show. I don't feel comfortable behind a camera anymore. You'd think after being rejected by my ideal school I'd strike back with fiery vigor and create even better images than I have ever been able to just to prove them wrong and ( Read more... )

I'm not happy.

Okay. There, I said it.

Hello everyone,

Today I went to LaSenza (the sales people there are so lazy and rude) to exchange the nasty bra I bought and went to the Bay to opt for a better bra. Well, this is the first time I've bought myself a bra in a long time and today was the day that I found out my real bra size. I am both flattered and terrified.

Why must girls always feel the need to one-up each other all the time? I wish I didn't feel the need to catch up to everyone because then, I would become a lot more happier.

I shouldn't succumb to the rest of the world, I know I am more better than that.

This was the hardest year of my whole high school life. Literally everything about this whole year was tough. Socially, mentally, and physically.  But I finished everything, I pulled through like I always do...at the last minute. So, I just want to take this moment to say two things: 1)  that I am awesome and 2) I still can't believe I took CHY 4U ( Read more... )

God: please don't let my whole life turn around. Please.

I can't help but be angry about everything. So far this has possibly been the best and worst year of my life.

I'm keeping my head up. 

It is art show week and maybe I am being sensitive but I think I've been dissed by two people. It was probably not intentional but I took/take it to offense.

So, in the next couple of days I should be receiving either an acceptance letter or a rejection letter from Ryerson which will basically determine what will happen with my life after June. I'm really hopeful and positive and I'd like to think I'm preparing myself for the worst. But, I don't know, I'm going to be really defeated and heart broken if ( Read more... )