and I am finally seeing, well, that I was the one worth leaving.

[schlocket]

i'm going to die alone.  that is what i realized today.  i dont mean that in a dramatic tragic way either. it's just a realization based on a logical assesment of my emotional and social capabilites and incapabilities.

why do i cry so much these days? it's fricken ridiculous.  i cry like several times a week, its pretty much 1st grade but with a

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[callmemuscles]

i never got to hear your message.

but something tells me you actually could have hung out? but didnt want to for complex reasons that i can definitely relate to.

anyway. maybe im totally wrong.

well i empathize. not with your experience today, but at least with just needing to not be with people. or the usual people you usually hang out with. or just needing to not completely and blindly re-enter the life you've temporarily enjoyed being disconnected from. yeah. this is bullshit. sorry.

[strangersays]

CLaud,
man i really dont think that is true about dying alone. i love you. everyone loves you. basically, i dont think that is what you wanted to hear. but that is what i said. also, you arent *that list of adjectives in your post* at school at all. basically i try to be as smart and witty and tight as you every day. so basically i love you.

[potusxqx]

I got confused by your above entry, but am friending you anyways. yay!