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[schmasya120]

i'm hollow. thats the perfect word. he said it and it just clicked. i'm hollow, and i'm relying and falling back on things i wouldn't usually do. yes, one night doesnt change anything. two nights dont change anything. but i'm hollow and empty and dry.

do you ever just...never mind.

ugh.........

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[luckistar739]

in answer to your question...yes. i do just wanna...*self-censor*

but maybe you are only hollow in the sense of the russian dolls...there is a big outside, and lots of fronts, but eventually, there is a real doll inside, one that isnt hollow, the core of the big fake doll.

and we are all fake, asya. all of us. maybe you are just lucky enough to be dissatisfied with it. and now you just need to find your core. and then you can be happy.

[luckistar739]

sidenote: the russian part of the doll thing was just coincidental, and has nothing to do with the fact that you are indeed russian. making that clear.

oh, and if you find my above comment to be too ridiculous for words, well, then, let's go find that drill and make the pizza, k?