So last night was a wakeup call for me.  I promise to never drink that much again.  It's stupid, and I don't like what it makes me do.  Take this as an oath, if you will.  I will never let myself get that drunk again.  It's out of my system.

Look at the two of you dancing that way
Lost in the moment and each others face
So much in love you're alone in this place
Like there's nobody else in the world
I was enough for her not long ago
I was her number one
She told me so
And she still means the world to me
Just so you know
So be careful when you hold my girl
Time changes everything
Life must go on
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goin to Arizona over fall break.  tucson, to be exact.

el yay!

When it rains, it pours.

So I have been posting a lot lately. But they're all private. I just have so many thoughts I want to share, but I'm not sure who to share them with. They're too important, too revealing, too personal to share with just anyone. I'm going crazy having no one to talk to about these things. Actually, it's driving me nuts at this very moment. ( Read more... )

I'm not even going to apologize. Some people are fucking stupid. I'm in my geography class and I'm realising just how dumb so many people at this school are. Build public transportation. Where the fuck do you think you're gonna put that in Miami? How would it be useful in Ruston? I live seven fucking miles out of town. Am I really gonna wait ( Read more... )

While some things in my life are currently going great, others are disappointing. I find myself sitting in my dorm room alone too many weekend nights. This is not how senior year is supposed to be. But you know, I knew it would be this way. No matter how many times I was told otherwise by people. And as usual, I'm right. So it's a shame, but ( Read more... )

I love that I'm having a relationship with a computer and a cell phone.

I did something tonight that I would normally blame depression on. But I realized I have to take responsibility for my actions. I didn't have to say to him what I did, and I have to learn to stop and think about things before I say them. When it was pointed out to me, I just apologized and accepted that it was wrong instead of going with my ( Read more... )