So this is going to be a boring night.... weather is terrible today! All Central Michigan University classes and offices were closed down due to the weather... that never happens! It is so freakin cold outside! Pieces of hail or sleet or whatever it is was hitting my face as I was walking back from my last class before the rest got canceled and it ( Read more... )

So I have just realized I haven't updated in awhile so I decided I better put something in here... well, Jake's been gone for almost 2 weeks now... it's horrible not having my best friend around, but we still talk all the time so that's pretty awesome... I'm very excited to see him again and go to FLORIDA with him and his family for his sister's ( Read more... )

The lyrics to Carrie Underwood's song, "Starts with Goodbye," pretty much explains how I'm feeling at this point in my life... so here are the lyrics ( Read more... )

So tonight was the toughest night ever for me... Jake got to my house about 5:45pm... we hung out for a little bit and I gave him his going away present (a build-a-bear... technically it's a monkey but it's from the build-a-bear place... and it had on a shirt and boxers and on the shirt it said LOVE YOU JAKE and I also had a song put in it... so ( Read more... )

I've been soooo sad lately it's ridiculous... I've been keeping myself busy to keep my mind off of it, but it's really not working... I had a breakdown at Jake's house yesterday... Heather called and they were talking about Washington and I just started crying... Michal came upstairs to comfort me and she started crying too, then mother lockman ( Read more... )

So let's see... yesterday I actually went and did stuff... it's amazing! I had class until 3:15pm and then I went tanning... got burnt.. lol... then went to curves... then came home and did some homework and watched american idol.. i talked to angie for awhile online who i havent' talked to in forever... jake called... talked to angie some more... ( Read more... )

"if 1 day u feel like cryin... call me ( Read more... )

I had a fabulous weekend... the circus friday night... went to Jake's on Saturday.. my mom and dad, mother and daddy lockman, michal, jimbo, jake, and i went to the Outback Steakhouse for jake's birthday... then my parents went home and i stayed there... we watched Into the Blue and started to watch the Cave but i fell asleep... then sunday we went ( Read more... )

So I was supposed to be going to Jake's birthday party 2nite, but Ashley ended up not coming to Saginaw and she was gonna be my ride down there... I probably could've hitched a ride with Jake's parents after the basketball game, but I also don't think I would've had a fun time at the birthday party cuz Jake said he invited a TON of people... and ( Read more... )

Well let's see what happened the last few days.... well, jake came over sunday and we watched American Pie Band Camp, it was a pretty good movie... then we went to my brothers' basketball game which was fun, but also boring at the same time.. it was out in Bay City so we didn't get back till later than i was expecting because afterwards my dad took ( Read more... )