( free time )

i feel like i need to break out of some kind of shell. its not a shell of shyness. i really could care less about being shy anymore. i just feel numb to a lot of things i shouldn't feel numb about, or i haven't felt numb about in the past. i need to BE FREE!!! i want to play like i used to play. to act retarded. to dance around in my room to music ( Read more... )

i strongly encourage everyone in this world to wait to relieve their bowels at home. i think its something we can all control pretty well (with a few special cases). no more of this "pooping at school" bit, k? its gross ( Read more... )

Yesterday was the funnest day of my life ( Read more... )

i'm making a paper mache bird collection to hang in my room.

( another cut )

I miss my mom so much. Nothing is the same without her here. I see my siblings about once every two weeks (except Justin) and I thought it would be different since I'm home now. I'm just not of any priority to them anymore and I need to understand that. I need to find my own life. But it pretty much is just 1. school and 2. boring and I have no ( Read more... )

( girls only want boyfriends with great skills )

( Dear God, )

Last night I had a dream that I had to find an algebraic expression for every type of worm. I was pretty much stumped. But I remember having specific difficulty with the earthworm. I am haunted by Calculus ( Read more... )