Don't read this. Unless you're already reading it. In which case, read this. Otherwise, don't.
-T H E. *S T O L E N* .Q U I Z-
[my name is]: Barret.
[in the morning i am]: Barret.
[love is]: something sweet and sour, like a caramel green apple
[i dream about]: stories; they're kind-of adventures, but not quite. ? I usually don't remember, but I know I do dream... and that they're really cool.
-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[what do you notice first?]: forehead (?!? Usually their voice. And if they can string coherent sentences together.)
[last person u slow danced with]: Audrey at Tolo, perhaps?
-W H O-
[do you have a crush on?]: hmm...
[easiest to talk to]: hmm... maybe Jennifer
-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend]: too many times. :(
-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone]: my mother (she told me I missed my ortho appointment)
[hugged]: I dunno, one of my parents - but if they mean me initiating the hug, then Audrey? yes?
[you instant messaged]: I haven't been on IM for a while, and my long-term memory is bad.
[you laughed with]: myself, for being an idiot.
-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[could you live without the computer?]: yeah, although all my music (as in staff paper and half notes) is on there, and it makes copying things SO much easier than having to rewrite things over and over again. :/ And then there's the whole LJ thing...
[what's your favorite food?]: between carrots and yogurt ;)
[whats {yo}ur favorite fruit?]: I'd have to say Pink Lady apples. Yum.
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: Most things.
[trust others way too easily?]: I trust myself too much, and the same goes for others (gullible, you might say...).
-N U M B E R-
[of times i have had my heart broken?] : Many times.
[of hearts i have broken?] : I have no idea. Because I'm oblivious and dumb.
[of boys i have kissed?] : um, no.
[of girls i have kissed?] : -zip-
[of drugs taken illegally?] : well, I did have some coffee really late a few days ago...
[of tight friends?] : Around two. Maybe more, depending.
[of cd's that i own?] : I'm estimating - 250-300? Almost all classical! [YAY]
[of scars on my body?] : one on my chin, a couple on my hands (from a dog bite), one on my elbow, and a few more.
[of things in my past that i regret?] : Too many. But one in particular.
-O.T.H.E.R.T.H.I.N.G.S.-
[i know]: I'm not really all that funny.
[i want]: to want something.
[i have]: a handful of things I get out of bed for every day.
[i wish]: I could feel normal.
[i hate]: knowing that everything right now is going to be finished with by fall this year.
[i miss]: having close music friends.
[i fear]: derision, ridicule, and failure.
[i hear]: the humming refrigerator; my voice; the clicking keys.
[i search]: for beauty, sometimes even when I don't expect it.
[i love]: God (most of the time), my parents, my friends, MUSIC, writing. + Everything else...
[i ache]: in my head, my gut, my throat, my heart (not what you think)
[i care]: about most everything I do/come into contact with.
[i always]: like hearing new [contemporary] music.
[i dance]: much less than my sister.
[i cry]: hardly, but when I do, I really mean it. Many times I think about crying, but don't.
[i do not always]: think about other people, do my homework, practice the piano, feel good.
[i write]: when I want to, usually when I feel strongly about something (or if I have something due).
[i confuse]: everyone, but especially myself.
[i can usually be found]: listening/playing/writing/talking about music.
[i need]: something. I need to be patient, more straightforward, calm.
[have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing]: No. Although something like that almost started at Hannah's house, I think... ;)
[if so, when and with who]: <-----
[favorite place to be kissed?]: the mouth, I'd hope...
[have you ever been caught "doing something"]: being awake @ 3:00 in them morning. YES.
[wuss]: sometimes.
[druggie]: I repeat, caffeine. COFFEE.
[gang member]: Yes; the AGaMe FUFA GiD - Associated Group of Musicians feeling Unduly Frustrated And Generally Disaffected.
[daydreamer]: Yes, and way too often.
[alcoholic]: No.
[freak]: Yes. And I don't need to elaborate.
[brat]: Not usually.
[sarcastic]: Me.
[goody-goody]: Not me. Although someone comes to mind.
[angel]: As in DARK? Then, Hannah.
[devil]: Stravinsky's "The Soldier's Tale" <-- Listen to it if you haven't.
[friend]: Yeah. Although I generally am not that exciting to hang out with.
[shy]: Deep down inside
[talkative]: When I'm tired. And when I'm not. Actually, more of a rambler. (Not the house, of course.)
[adventurous]: Musically...
[intelligent]: Musically...
-C O N C E R N I N G .T H E .F R I E N D S.(You.Claim.To.Have)-
[impacted you the most spiritually]: a few - Chris Lennard, Jason Rehfeld, Corey DeKoekKoek, Emily Hjort, Audrey
[wish you saw more often]: Most of the abovementioned.
[wish you could meet]: Stravinsky, Bartók, Ligeti... basically name a composer and I'll say yes.
[most sarcastic]: Simon? I dunno. EVERYONE is sarcastic.
[wish you knew better]: EVERYONE.
[knows you best]: I don't know. If you do, tell me.
[best outlook on life]: I won't put Audrey, because that would be typecasting; so, umm...
[most paranoid]: LEAH! :)
[sweetest]: Most everyone.
-S E L F - A N A L Y S I S. - (You.Probably.Don't.Want.To.Do)
[your best feature (personality)]: I listen.
[your biggest flaw (personality)]: I agree with what I listen to, most of the time without thinking about what I'm agreeing to (ALSO: overcommitment... Yeah.)
[most annoying thing you do]: Play Agon really loudly in the Refectory.
[biggest mistake you've made this far]: "Not taking tap-dancing lessons."
[describe your personality in one word]: Curious
[the physical feature for which you are most often complimented]: Butt! (hehe, NO. I think my.. new chin? Anyway.)
[person you regret sleeping with]: Who said sleeping? ;)
[height]: 6'1" ~ 6'2"
[a smell that makes you smile]: Gasoline, strangely enough. Or freshly-printed paper.
[a city you'd like to visit]: Prague.
[a drink you order most often]: Tall H20 Chai tea latte.
[a delicious dessert]: Mochi ice cream, especially green tea ones.
[a book you highly recommend]: "If on a winter's night a traveler" (Italo Calvino)
[the music you prefer while alone]: minimalist stuff (Adams, Reich, some Glass), most everything.
[your favorite band]: Radiohead. Unquestionably.
[a film you could watch over and over]: "The Royal Tenenbaums." (And now "The Life Aquatic")
[a TV show you watch regularly]: Alias-ish.
[you live in a]: room in a house.
[your transportation]: a car, manila yellow.
[your cologne or perfume]: Lucky Brand, sometimes. But oftentimes not.
[under your bed or in your closet you hide]: Nothing under my bed, but in my closet I have a lot of junk I'm too attached to for throwing away.
[something important on your night table]: A lamp. So I can see things.
T H E .E N D \\