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[schoolgirllaney]

What a happy birthday to me after all

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[clockwrkangel]

Umm...I feel kind of weird talking to you after the whole thing with doubles running around, but like...

I guess you could say I've got one of those "totally depressing" lives. But...as one Princess of Sealand to another, and all the other good stuff about us both being people...

What I learned with having my double out and about to cause a ruckus like that...

There's a difference between good attention and bad attention.

And what I learned from having a "totally depressing" life is...it'll either kill you or it won't, and some times you just have to buck up and keep going. If it kills you, they'll pay attention at your funeral, and if it doesn't, you've got to keep going.

D'you...want to meet at the cafe for hot cocoa and talk face to face?

[schoolgirllaney]

Well, I know it wasn't really you. She was a bitch, but purposely a dark side.

I guess you're right...

Sure.

[clockwrkangel]

More like...the part of me I try to forget about. Have you ever had a really nasty thought about someone but you bury it down deep cause you know you're just being mean?

I...have thoughts like that sometimes. I think everybody does. When...you live through what I lived through? It's easy to get annoyed at people who have problems that don't look like much in comparison. But...I've gotta learn that my problems are my problems cause they're suited to me. Your problems...yeah, they -don't- look like much to me. But your life's yours and your problems are just as tough on you.

So...chin up. I'll give you a hand. It sounds like you -need- a friend, and I'm the girl that makes friends with rocks.

And besides. Us honorary citizens of Sealand need to get along--I hear it's a small place!

[schoolgirllaney]

I do. But I've said it to her anyways.

...Thanks.

Mm-hm.
...
Wait, what did you mean, one princess of Sealand to another

[note_atem]

When you are so quick to write off that no one will understand you, it becomes true.

There are people who share circumstance, and people who share pain; there are people who will share happiness, if you let them.

[schoolgirllaney]

I know that.
But I can never seem to find anyone! And when I do it never lasts long

[note_atem]

Perhaps you are not looking in the right places?

[schoolgirllaney]

I've been in this school for months. I've joined all the classes, met everyone, and I really tried to be social.
what else do you suggest

[italiano_pastaa]

Ve~ you didn't have a nice birthday?
thats sad....everyone needs a nice birthday, Hmm.

Ve~ how about you let me make you a birthday pasta?!
it might make you feel better, it always helps me! ^_^

[schoolgirllaney]

Really?
Thanks. That would be really nice...

[italiano_pastaa]

Ve~ yeah!
Come meet me in the kitchen in...hmm a hour?
I'll make you the best pasta you ever had! Ve~

[schoolgirllaney]

Ok.
(ooc: should we do a log or tag or what?)

[reno_garcia]

Heh... 'm sorry Laneh chick...wha' wi' everythin' tha' went down, everythin' importan' kinda got put on hold.

Needn't think I forgot ya though.

Anyway's listen... bout this parteh ya were plannin'?

Ain't nothin' stopping yer holdin' it, but, eh, feel kinda bad 'bout it not bein' on right day an' all that...

Go all out huh? This'n's on me. So make it a sixteen ta 'member k?

[schoolgirllaney]

... Thanks Reno