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[schoolnight]

i try so hard everyday just to get through the simplest things. i have been so tired. i am concerned that i am getting sad for no good reason or so many reasons that i get confused, and my body gets just as confused, so it aches in places aside from my head and my heart just to get back at me. i have been wanting to keep my heart in a birdcage. my

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[operatingroom]

I know it must seem condescending or like I'm trying too hard to empathize, but every sentence in this post has hit a nerve within me, because I have been going through those things (apparently) and I don't know. It's hard to find words for things. I hope you're better.

[schoolnight]

it doesn't seem condescending or trying-hard at all.

it's funny, isn't it? this feeling of living your everyday 'normal' life, but still feeling like there's some kind of struggle, pushing and pulling at you and most of all, weighing you down, and you don't know how heavy it really is or how deep it really sinks, you just know you can't shake it off so easily.

[schoolnight]

that's really kind of you, to be so thoughtful and so concerned... it really is alright to send me anything. i would appreciate your words, here or in an email -- i am trying to figure out everything the best i can, little by little, and taking a long, slow, deliberate time. the things people say matter to me a lot, and i trust in your words a great deal.

( it's audiocassette at gmail dot com )

[picnicbird]

You are me -- I crossed this post somehow, and I know it's maybe odd, maybe a little overbearing to just come right through and say this, but I have no place for my thoughts, and suddenly it's like I'm seeing them all written down here -- better than I could ever say them, perfectly straightened out so you can see just how unimaginably deep they run.

I love this, is what I'm saying. And thank you -- please feel better. Please. You seem like such a lovely person, and things just have to pull through for you. Someone like you shouldn't have to try at all.

[bird_to_axe]

Hi, this is Lindsay