a lot of this rings true for me. i just lost the girl i've spent the last four and a half years with. the thing that rings the most is when issues are brought up when it's too late. it's like. where's my chance. i threw myself heart and soul into fixing everything else that came up, i swore to myself that no obstacle was too great. but you can't see obstacles without signs, sometimes. and if the signs are poorly labelled or flat-out lied about .. who are you to doubt the words if they make sense?
sometimes your shit just gets fucked up. but i'm a better man for it. a stronger man. emotionally, and physically, since i've thrown myself into a ridiculous amount of exercise. part of my neurotic response, i'm sure i'm subconsciously driving myself with a suggestion that it'll be easier to get her back if i'm looking hotter. stupid but it's self-improvement and i enjoy it so i'll take what motivation i can get.
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sometimes your shit just gets fucked up. but i'm a better man for it. a stronger man. emotionally, and physically, since i've thrown myself into a ridiculous amount of exercise. part of my neurotic response, i'm sure i'm subconsciously driving myself with a suggestion that it'll be easier to get her back if i'm looking hotter. stupid but it's self-improvement and i enjoy it so i'll take what motivation i can get.
keep your chin up.
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