wow, so i just finished writing an entry about prom, and it's all gone...fuck...oh well...if you want the entire story, i'll tell you in person...the jist of the evening...I was so effing SPOILED!!! had awesome dinner at Waters restaurant at the Woodmark Hotel in Kirkland...such good food...and we were basically te only people there...it was small ( Read more... )

So yesterday was a bit of a rollercoaster...my mother called me for the sole purpose to tell me that she had to put Brandi down, because she had cancer!! :*( holy shit balls...for those of you who don't know who Brandi is she's also known as "THE BEST DOG" OMG, i loved that dog so much...It's so hard to believe that i'll never get to pet her ( Read more... )

So this morning i was rudely awakened by a cat that sounded like it was DYING at 4:45, i was in no mood to have to get up and see what was going on, so i lay motionless in my bed just waiting for it to stop meowing so loudly...i went back to sleep for like 3 hours and had to get ready for school...but when i actually woke up for the day, i felt so ( Read more... )

So i cannot yet tell if what i did today was a good thing for me...or a bad thing for me...as soon as i left, a wave of emotion washed over me, and everything just came rushing back. I will respect your wishes, because i now know how you feel...i'm at a total and complete loss...i don't know how to think anymore...i just need sleep to make this all ( Read more... )

Why is it that everytime you are together I just become nothing...do you ever consider me when you are with one another??? not that I know of...why do i put up with it??? do you even realize how inconsiderate of me you are??? I don't think so...or maybe you do...you just don't care enough to change...gah ( Read more... )

If only words could describe my emotions ( Read more... )

Wow, so today was the most POINTLESS day to go to school ever...no joke..honestly, I went to school, and just basically putzed around in Digital Photography, we had a firedrill (balls) that sucked...and then went to Sr. Iss and turned in my notebook, yea that's ALL we did in that class, then physics where again we did nothing, English...we just ( Read more... )

WHO'S DONE WITH THEIR SENIOR ISSUES NOTEBOOK!!!??? yea, that would definately be ME!!! AND it's like 2 days before it's due!!! KUDOS to me!!! whoot whoot, what a relief, it's nice having projects done early...i enjoy not procrastinating...woah...never thought that would come out of my mouth! dang...oh well, it's not gonna stop my procrastinating... ( Read more... )

hm...i find sitting here typing to basically nobody rather tiresome most of the time...honestly, apparently what i say doesn't matter to anyone, cuz nobody EVER comments on my entries, and it's kinda dumb...i feel unloved...and i guess the point of this is to write things to get them off of your chest...or maybe not, i really don't know...but the ( Read more... )

Wow, i have definately neglected my LJ for a little while here...oh well...i have definately been obsessing over Myspace, but that's alright, i'm not really into the whole "blog" entry thing, if i want to say something i'll write here ( Read more... )