i know all the words.

[schwann]

The past two days have been brutal on my emotions.

I feel like complete hell, and I don't know how or what I can do to make myself feel better. Ridiculous. I hate feeling this way. Last night was just terrible. Worse because I was afraid to talk to anyone and wallow in my sadness. Still need to get over that hurdle. I'll never get better

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[caithest]

MY SOUL--!! o/
/pierce

[schwann]

JUST AS PLANNED.

[caithest]

/groveling, etc.

[boom]

aahyeah... I like that. my eyes cry tears of orgasm. ♥

hey now, don't do that yourself. I can't really say much since I have the same problem, but I am kind of opening up to the people who have assured me that it's okay for me to talk. and you're always welcome to drop me a line. idk, maybe it's easier when it's shy vs. shy? /shrug

[schwann]

Indeeeed.

I-I know. It's just always been a problem I've had. I hate dumping my woes onto others, it just makes me feel horrible. It takes a lot for me to even be able to say anything in this journal. One on one just makes me crazy. A-and... Maybe. SHY VS SHY, WHO WILL WIN THIS EPIC BATTLE.

...Idk, that's what came to mind when you said that.

[schwann]

I AM THE COOLEST OF COOL. Or something. Ahahah. ♥

[crimewave]

ilu cuapkek. never hesitate to talk to me when you're feeling down, yeah? i know we don't talk as often as we used to but it hasn't changed ; i'm here for you alwayyyys ♥

do want pictures of your jacket.
your desktop is going to rape me.
i really want to make these outfits for otakon, too.

[schwann]

Ilu2 my sweet chicken. I really want to start talking to you more again. I missed it so badly. :[ I'm just, yeah, horrible at conversations about anything.

SOON. When we get the shoulder pads out.

J-just as planned? LMAO, IDK.

...

I am dead.