why am i crying when your not even sad...

this is the second time i am writing this cause my computer decides that itenjoys ruining my life and shuts downjust when i finshed writing it before ( Read more... )

im giving up....its easier then letting go

something has gone wrong here and its breaking me...

im shaking so hard i can barely breath

this entire entry has nothing to do with sean...hes amazing and makes me really happy...but theres somethings he cant give me..thats what i needed my friends for ( Read more... )

ahh the joys of boredom...

well..i was about to paste the fucking survey i just spent so much time doing but once again, just like everytime i do a survey, something fucked up n i lost everything that i did so eff that

FUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKK

well on a high note valentines day tomrow!!! i excited me n bp got shirts!!!!!!!<3 ( Read more... )

everytime i finally solve something thats wrong with me something else majically pops up everytime and slaps me backdown to places that i dont want to be. its like im never allowed to be fully happy. everytime im close, something, or someone, finds a way to supress my socalled "happy thoughts" and keeps me negative. why does this happen? im ( Read more... )

kevs house= goodtimes...i mostly hung out with stumpo...love that kid...i heard crash into me like 5 times that night now i got it stuck in my head...this song makes me happy (: thinks are kinda starting to look up after the last week of hell...i wont get my hopes up too high tho...that never seems to work out for me ( Read more... )

this weekend sucked completly.. working at helens again...aids walk was sunday... missed the bus then went with murph rosie beck n wood.....iunno ( Read more... )

Age Six Racrr: no noo kk check this out ( Read more... )