Last night I had this dream about being a scientist and studying this new species of bear. The bear was smaller than usual and it had hair like an Orangutan. It had slots where eyes should be but coming out of those slots instead were these sticks with furry orbs that clacked together (much like sonar) when he blinked. I came in watching the bear ( Read more... )

i just realized that i spelled "cupboard" wrong in my profile. but that's beside the point.

i can't find the only watercolor i've ever liked--beside the point again.

my brother is lighting this incense that is making me sick...besides the point.

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You know how sometimes, you're hungry for everything, but its nothing you have.

i need to expand my horizons.

i'm inspired, you should come hang out.

Dear Cory,

I need your expert opinion.

Love Andrea

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people are afraid to merge.

"We should take a trip now to see new places
I'm sick of this town and I've seen my faces change"

the funny part is, my biggest fear is change. but right now i just want to get out.

who's got a home they'd like to share?
i've got some money saved...

the Change that i've been waiting for is finally knocking...and i'm too afraid to answer the door. Change yells and i'm cowered in a corner, lip trembling, eyes swollen, red, and tearing. Change yells, through a shut, locked, bolted, chained door, "If you don't like it, you don't have to come with us." and i yell a mighty "FUCK YOU!!" and Pseudo. ( Read more... )

some 4:13 in the morning, my mind vomiting ideas that seem so perfect now, which i soon, upon a forced, drowsy wake up, will realize where the most incoherent, ranting, misunderstood thoughts. and sleep deprived driving will serve as a narrow outlet when i can't vent.

these thoughts might come back and i will wish i remember why i thought them so

i wish i had just one more year of high school ( Read more... )

you know those times where you just want to throw up because you're so disgusted with yourself ( Read more... )