Yesterday was actually a good day even though the majority of my time was spent at work. I was just eyeing that clock! But it wasn't sooo bad because I always had company at cash. So I basically just talked/ and shared 'stories' the whole day. I'm the worst story teller or maybe just the worse at coming up with a story to tell. What do you say when ( Read more... )

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God, you definitely know how to surprise me. Now it's time to go a step further...
I saw so many of my friends at UTSC today. There where some hugs, 'how are you's and laughter. I'm going to miss this place.

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I want this dark cloud to leave me for good. It's been looming over me since the beginning of December. To be honest, for most of the Christmas break I've been in almost a depressed state and it has everything to so with school. I know it's unhealthy but based on the amount of effort, thoughts and time i spend on it, a great majority of my self ( Read more... )

OMG I feel like a real fuck up! I've barely done any of my secondary applications, deadlines have past, dates have been mixed up... I'm just avoiding rejection. There's only so much that I'm willing to take.

I have high hopes and a lost appetite that says failure is not possible for me at this stage. And I don't know what to do at this point... I'm on the edge.

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It's quite UNBELIEVABE how oblivious you are the situation that surrounds you. Did you really think I'd just wait for you desperately? You've got to be kidding. I don't wait, I don't have time to waste and I'm definitely now wasting it on someone who doesn't understand the consequences to his own actions. You can't even muster up the courage to ( Read more... )

I lack that tickling sensation in my tummy that you get when you like someone and it makes me feel kind of empty.... Seeing Dr. Avery once a week for MAYBE 5mins in a Grey's episode is SOO no cutting it for me. And facing rejection in my own dreams is kind of depressing. Bring on the new prospects, show me whacha got!