~~~Memories~~~

[scissorbitch]

I am eating a Hot Pocket (bringing me back to better times).... I miss you so much I can taste you in my mouth sometimes, I haven't called cuz life is unfair and I can't handle hearing your voice on the phone and not being able to touch you... please don't call me.... I can be sad and honest in cyberspace but I can't do it on the phone for some

Comments

[sumpunkchair]

Replying to a post like this in anyone's livejournal is so fucking condescending and I don't want anyone thinking that I'm conceited. But I think you may have been talking to me. I don't know what to make of this. I'd like to talk to you, I'll try getting on yahoo more often so we can catch each other sometime soon.

[scissorbitch]

I was talking about you. And I haven't been on the computer very much because, I dont have much access to it anymore. definitely not access to yahoo messenger. since a couple days after I wrote that for you I am now single, heartbroken, and lonely. I was sitting on the bridge that goes across this really tall dam this morning staring down at the rushing water, and it crossed my mind that I could dissappear off the edge of it and nobody would even know that I was gone. everybody would just assume I ran off. I am so lonely. P.S. Im not suicidal its just a drunken moment at sunrise.

[sumpunkchair]

You'll find someone new. I know you will. It's hard at first but have faith. Where are you staying? What's going on?

[nikechiccat]

drunken moments at sunrise are always fun....i think they are fun with other people. but non the less fun. i hope you find someone who makes you happy, and makes you remember what it is like to be in love again.