It seems like in order to been seen or heard, I must have something to stand out... or even blend in with the others. I have nothing. I got invited to an ex best friends baby shower (I grew up with the girl... babes til 16) who I haven't seen in years. She won't really be interested but I'll have to talk to her family who I grew to be a part of... ( Read more... )

Vasili has mono.. poor baby. I hate that I can't do anything about it, it's the worst. I haven't heard from him all day and I miss him but I don't want to be annoying. Ugh I hate it ( Read more... )

V will be out of school in (hopefully) about 3 years. He's not moving out until he's done with school..... after that our lives will start and things can happen. Therefore, in hopefully 3 years or so I will be engaged or married! Yes... that's right. A WIFE!

Up down up down up down way down downnnnn

I need a drink

My goal is life? Ask me years ago and I would have told you that it was to marry a European soccer player. Ask me today and it would be the same reply. I believe that my dream is finally going to come true (I just hope it doesn't take 5 years but even if it does... who the hell cares!!).

It feels good to be in love.

Last night my dad took my mom, sister, Marty, V and myself to J Alexanders for my mom's birthday. Then V and I went to the Java Hut (now the stoops mobile whatever). I took him home and we sat in his driveway for about 3 hours. One of the best times of my life... those last 45 minutes. I have the best boyfs evs.

Things are going pretty well right now. Two weeks ago I made the decision to go to school. I know that I am destined to be a teacher. So that's what I am going to do, hopefully start in the summer and full time in the fall. In July I am planning on going to New York for two all day hair training classes. (See it's perfs. because I can still do hair ( Read more... )

+stumbling to the car ( Read more... )

forget everything ( Read more... )