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The Rasmus - Back In The Picture

So, my hairs starting to look pretty creepy I have noticed. I need to get a hair cut, badly.

Anywhoo, for those who don't know my car is dead, its my own fault too, I suppose I had an oil leak & I didn't know.

But, I mean, it was time for an oil change anyways, so yeah, it might be about a thousand to fix, I haven't ( Read more... )

I feel so lonely nowadays. More and more often.

Its just getting worse.

Ian Van Dahl - Will I?

So, I've realized that I really hate Christmas. The one thing I want this year, I can't have.

The one thing I want is to be with David, Krystal, & Kyle, but, Krystal has her own life & family, Davids in Texas, & Kyles stranded with family.

Thats what I really want, to be with him like were a family, cause we all know ( Read more... )

BT - Running Down My Way Up

I don't understand myself anymore. Again.

I feel like I am being unfair but I want him to see things from my side, I'm not happy, I don't know why.

I'm really trying, to loose weight, stop being such a glutton, & no one seems to care, people always wanna waste money on fast food, & I am so tired of eating that, I want to be ( Read more... )

Utada Hikaru - Simple & Clean

Ever feel like giving up on people that used to be there for you?

Family doesn't notice you, hell, they avert their eyes on purpose.  Something's always wrong isn't it?

Life's full of to many wants & needs. Mainly wants, but they're all superficial & unimportant.

Of course, at the time, it's desperatly important, but in ( Read more... )

Deep Dish - Dreams (feat Stevie Nicks)

So, I recently went delusionully crazy, I got sick, & I was tired, & Kyle wanted to go to the gym. Well, that didn't work well, I was all bleh, couldn't breathe well all that bullshit.

Then I commenced to going to work, & I was so tired, I suppose it was becuase I didn't get much sleep the night before, but it ( Read more... )

Pink - Stupid Girls

So, Prattville was the most fun thing, & I really needed it, & since being back, I've just been angry, but I've been trying to ignore it so I could you know, try not to destroy others.

So, I'm all obsessed with the guy who invented Fight Club, I've read almost all of his books. Oh! Found out Laurell signed a contract for 14 Merry ( Read more... )

Akcent - Jokero

So, I really can't wait till I turn 18. I'm really looking forward to it, getting out of FAST FOOD, & going into the server business, I liked bussing kind of, it was all right, I just..I want something diffrent, again.

I'm going to Prattville tomorrow, I can't wait, it will be great, I'm just hoping everything's like it was, ya know?

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