Benny Benassi - Sweet Dreams (Remix)

Ever feel like you should just..stop? Quit trying, just..be by youself, go away, be a eunuch or something?

Things have gotten so fucked you can't repair your mistakes, & even if you could you can't be trusted anymore.

You've fucked up too much, & the other person knows it. Why do people humor you by staying with ( Read more... )

ATB - Hold You

I miss you so much. I dream about you, & thats something I have never done, with anyone signifigant to me.

Normally my dreams contain people I have never seen before, or the cliche of being naked in a classroom.

I'm exploring my mind, trying to remember the times we were together. It wasn't that long ago, but, I long for you touch.

Oh ( Read more... )

ATB- Ocean Trance

Things are..well the day started out kickass it really really did. I was happy. Ish.

Daft Punk - Harder,Better,Faster,Stronger

Billups woke me up, I bitched for a few, for he isn't Kyle, so he doesn't have to power to make me happy when I wake up.

So, I took a shower, read some of my old book, Billups came over, & we headed to the ( Read more... )

Black Eyed Peas - Shut Up (Radio Edit)

I missed work, I tried to get my permit again yesterday but you know, we were to late. But now, I am gonna go tomorrow if Jessica doesn't mind Iono. I just really wanna get my license, soooo bad. I want my dad to pick up his phone, something, I dont care, I just want him to stop ignoring my phone calls, even ( Read more... )

Jem - 24

So, I think things are getting better. The beginning of the day was depressing, mainly because I am so used to hearing his beautiful voice waking me up "Time to wake up Ichi-kun!"

Hehe, thats one voice Im not angry to wake up to. So, Im trying to hook up my old X Michael with some guy from Whataburger, I think its funny but whatever.

I ( Read more... )

Dj Tiesto - Just Be

Wow, reality check. Lets get to boring things first, Bristines first day, I hate new people,  training them just sucks, slow people suck. But hey, Im impatient.

So anyways, when I got off work Kyle told me he could see me tonight *perked up my day* anyways,  so I went over to his house.

Well, he had Hamburger Helper already made, ( Read more... )

Jennifer Lopez - Waiting For Tonight

Not much has happened lately, I was supposed to get a cat, but my mom told me if I kept it I couldn't live here anymore, it sucked. But maybe I've already said that? I dont know, I cant remember.

I've been really dizzy lately, like a forever buzz or something, I don't understand it, but I don't much care either.

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ATB - Killer

God, the past 2 days have been...woah, thats all thats needed. So, last night I didnt have to work so I hung out with ...okay..Monday I hung with Bristine, they bought ALCHY, so Bristine got drunk, but she had to leave, because she gets mean.

Anyways, then I wanted to get rid of the rest of it, so I told my friend Lizzie. So, Lizzie, ( Read more... )

Ferry Corsten - Indigo

So, yesterday was great, I tried so many new things, it made me happy, in the end I got to lay down with Kyle, & hold him, & fall asleep in his arms yet again, I hate that he wakes up before me though all the time!

I got flowers yesterday! Roses too! It made me so happy! We got to make-out in the rain, which is fun as hell, it ( Read more... )

Paul Van Dyk - Time Of Our Lives

Theres a time for us to realize how pointless life is, that time is: Summer.

Don't get me wrong, occasionally I love it, but I don't right now.

I hate being avoided, lied to, everything. I hate being alone, a lot. Its one of my most hated things, being by myself doing nothing at all because I am too feeble to think of ( Read more... )