seattle you have ruined me

[sconer]

i'm done with you seattle....in the short time i have lived here you have burned me and burned me bad.....i have nothing but a job here...i don't have a true home a sense that i belong here or a sense of what i'm going to do....i don't even have the desire to try and make things better anymore....or a desire to fix myself....it's just easier to

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[dust_monkee]

Well, Dude it really sucks to hear you say this stuff. Life is rough sometimes, break ups suck, and the Big City can seem like a monster. But, as I have told you once before (over Labor Day Weekend), it is all what you make of it. Life, Love, Drugs, Work, Home, they are all what YOU make of it. Yes, other people have an influence on aspects of your life, but it's up to you to be the deciding factor in ALL decisions regarding the love you give and the direction your life is heading. No matter how deep of a hole you've found yourself in, there is always a way out. You have a great job up here, you have friends that love and care about you and there is tons more opportunity for you to grow while you live here in the city (as appose to back home). I hope that you can sort threw all the hurt and pick up the pieces of your life. Because no one else will do it for you, it is up to you to make something happen. Don't give up, Dude, there are options. I'm saying all this from my heart and as your big brother. ;) Chin Up.