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scooby61281

To whom it may concern:

Aug 09, 2003 00:53

I have had nothing better to do with my time tonite so when i got home at 11:30 I decided I would go on the computer, and I stumbled onto LJ and decided to read some of my friends journals that I have not been keeping track of and I stumbled onto an ex of mines and I read the whole thing from her first entry to the last one, I dont know why but I ( Read more... )

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anonymous September 25 2003, 08:51:46 UTC

how could you have not seen that everywhere you went people became angry with you and sad? How is that possible? And how can you be sorry, if you can't even possibly comprehend the damage that you did and are still doing?

scooby61281 October 10 2003, 13:58:37 UTC

I wasnt completely aware of what I was doin, I never meant to hurt anyone in the long run I was just living my life the best way I knew how. I have changed since then , I am a grown up now and things are not like that anymore, I didnt mean to cause people pain. I feel bad for what has happened to many people that i have associated myself with in the past and I wiah i could tell them all i am sorry and make it up to them somehow. I honestly feel that what happened was wrong in many cases, but I was mixed up with drugs and was not emotionally stable, that was a very strenuous time in my life and I thank each and every person who came into my life and helped me in some way , you might not have even noticed but each and everyone of you left and imprint on my life forever and made me the person I am today. I expecially need to thank the UU Churches that I came into contact with. You all really meant alot to me and wish things could have turned out better. And I need to thank a few choice people who made the biggest influence on my life but ( ... )

rbffan82853 January 11 2004, 20:37:38 UTC

I'm not upset with you right now...but I was. I was really hurt by you and I know that you know the damage you've done to me. I want to talk to you to. There's a lot of things that we need to talk about and some things to catch up on. When I moved from keene Gibson told me that you were living @ Victoria's parents house...so I didn't try and call kenny's, I figured you wouldn't be there. So please let me know if you're there and I'll give you a call sometime ( ... )

scooby61281 January 24 2004, 02:36:21 UTC

Why do you think I was talking about you?

Re: rbffan82853 February 18 2004, 11:29:55 UTC

Because I thought that maybe you had a heart and you were somehow apologizing to me in some way. But I guess you really haven't grown up Amanda. I thought that you'd realized that you hurt me and you really screwed me up. You're not the person wh om I thought you were.

Oh and just want to let you know that I'm getting married next year. And if you prove to me that you can be the friend I thought you were then I'll glandly invite you.

I'm sorry for taking up space in your LJ. If you just want me to leave you alone then just tell me and I'll never speak to you.

You're in my prayers.